I broke through

I wish I could have explained it the way you have. That's exactly what I meant.

 

That's beautiful, I know exactly what you mean. Amazing how we are all pointing to the same thing with our own way of using language. It shows both the elasticity/splendor of language, and it's uselessness all at the same time. It also shows the common THIS inside us all, if we can but find it for ourselves. I'm glad so many of us have, in any capacity, through any means.

 

Don't have time to read the whole thread at the moment, but AWESOME post Mr. Writer. I feel like I know exactly what you mean - and the thing is, LSD alone never would have shown me any of it. LSD is neither a necessary nor a sufficient means of understanding this kind of thing... it's a combination of spirituality, psychology, experience, feelings, all coming together at just the right moment that allows us to break out of our ego minds... Our typical daily lives are a world of judgment, perception, filters. Without those, everything becomes pure. With no filters and no judgment, we have nothing and everything. There is infinite freedom because you are in the sand box of life, but it can also seem limiting because you realize that life is just a sand box of ideas and perceptions

 

some people are optimisitc...fools.

 

I love how you put it! That's what I meant by "I can have anything I want, anytime, anywhere". You realise the fluidity of this biological existence, and that really the world is oyster in all ways at all times.

It's not just that, if I wanted to, I could start a successful company right now. Please, don't make me laugh, if that's what you think I meant. I'm not talking about some societical empowerment of ego, I'm talking about something more akin to the concept of God.

I can be utter darkness, death, and decay if I want. I can also be blinding light, life, and growth, if I want. I can also strike some balance between those, if I want. I can also opt out of either and go back to sipping latte's at starbucks, if I want. It's unbelievably empowering . . . self help books don't have SHIT on LSD

 

After a few more of those trips you learn how to handle the ego loss. It is the awareness of your otherself or your higher self. The dreamer if you will. The emanation of the godself that emanates from the Godspark. The center of the universe. The godspark resonates on a crystaline and pure vibration. The begining and the end all at once and all at the same time everywhere. Infinitely. Those circuit breaker trips happened to lots of LSD devotees. The thing about those are that they take very long times to recover from. Especially when you smoke weed after that for months.

 

agreed. just now refinding myself haha.

 

Gucci, I don't think I will ever stop laughing out loud at your sig no matter how many times I see it. i hope you never change it

 

that was an amazing post. the neo reference is defiantly right on the money, i have also had that exact feeling, like life was a dream and you just woke up for the first time. it is when we are close to death that we appreciate things for how they really are. i have had my ego blasted away on dmt, shattering in a thousand pieces, i wondered if id ever get the pieces back together. and im glad that you learned that free will is held highly in the universe. that is a great feeling to feel brand new, to scream out to the world i love everything! take a 10 hitta, go towards the light!

 

Definetely am taking 10 next time I'm ready.

Also I had experienced ego loss before through meditation so it was a familiar feeling, it was just indescribably beautiful to experience it for hours and hours

 

haha...never gonna change that shit...so classic.

 

Sorry dude, i couldent read all of this im in a horrible mood (Females are assholes) anyway, braking on through means nothing with tripping. When you feel that breaking threw feeling, its because everything in reality is going good, no worries, your not thinking of the things that you were the last time (I read all of that last trip) as hard as it is to believe reality is here and reality is what your trip is based around because u cant loose your touch with reality with out first having it. I will read this later or tomorrow to better understand but from what i read, you wont have that feeling forever u can easily have another trip go horribly wrong, and after u get experienced enough you will know when to trip to keep your self in this amazing perspective on the world. As for me i fucked up once again and am in the depressed semi permanent trip. Good luck on your privileged journey threw this hell we call life.

 

yeah i had that happen to me. dont worry man. youll come out of it. just takes a little time and rebuilding. dont forget...getting through all the shitty bad depressed times is worth the few moments when we seldomly feel at peace.

 

Realty cant be trippy. Reality is an illusion, and thats what you realize when you're on acid w/o any filters. We are all part of an equation and enlightenment is us realizing that we are a part of that equation.

 

I think if you read it all you'll see that what I'm describing is not just the afterglow of lsd, whether that be good or bad (the trip after the one in this thread had a bad afterglow of about 2 days), but rather an entire paradigm shift in most of what makes me, me. There is no going back . . . and every day I understand more and more about what i was doing wrong, what i can do right, and how to be happy. Even when I'm depressed

increase your dosage

 

Amen :cheers2:

 

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