I need serious mental help

I am newly 5-6k in hospital bill dept, jobless.. breaking down and getting closer to suicide every day
I need help.

 

Wanna talk??

 

yes. I need help I have a million issues and I don't know where to start

 

I will listen,if it will help any???

 

i dont know if just getting it out is enough I have deep deep emotional problems, I know what they are.. I just don't know what to do. should I go to a shrink?

 

If I was feeling the way that you are feeling,I would be running to a health care professional.Things must be very bad,if you are thinking about suicide.

 

i'm really close to the missouri river.
I can't help but thinking how easy it'd be.

 

you can take care of all of your problems, just dont overwhelm yourself with all of them. dont take them all at once. you need to prioritize what you need to work on. first, would be a job. there's the career center, they can help you make a resume if you dont have one, and help you find a job. http://www.MissouriCareerSource.com is the site for the career center ( i live in missouri too, in joplin). with your bills, why dont you go to credit counciling and see if you can make some payment arrangements. i have outstanding hospital bills that are so old that i dont even remember going. but if you owe that much, i would talk to someone at credit counciling and find out what they think you should do. and emotionaly, i do think you should go see a counseler to listen to your problems, and they will help you take the steps to feel better about your stress causing problems, and help with something to make you feel better in the mind, if you need something for your depression. you probably just need an ssri med thats mild, like prozac. i really liked that prozac doesnt have as much side effects compared to all the others, and ive been on every single ssri they have out right now.

i hope some of that helps. PM me if you want to talk

 

Hey.

Just hang in there.

I'll talk to you or just listen about anything.

 

Please get help if you are seriously thinking about suicide. I am here too if you need to talk. Please don't hurt yourself. There is lots of help out there as well as good people. You will be ok. But please talk to us.

 

It is a really hard thing to start talking about how you are feeling, but once you have taken that first step it becomes much easier. It really is worth going to talk to someone, or talking to someone on here which might be easier at first as you don't have to speak face to face. Suicide really isn't the way, you are so much better than that.

 

hang in there abominableB. it'll get better if you do. check out early and you'll never see it. peace to you brother.

 

hey, just remember, I love you. I'd be sad to see you go. If you did. I'd maybe just have to slip under myself right then.

 

i`ve got a few problems too. tell us more, plz. we`re here 2 help. where are u on the Mo? who knows maybe we could float down her(alive, of copurse). it`s quite good therapy.

 

Are you saying you're in 5-6k bill debt?

I'd recommend getting some financial counseling since your immediate problem seems to be financial. Seek out someone who's a financial expert or info related to finances. Then try to examine why you would see the need to commit suicide because of financial problems. Could you be over-emphasizing the need to always have a perfect financial life?

 

well i'm still alive
the financial things aren't nearly all thats wrong with me and there is nothing I can do to fix my major problem, it's just all piled up on me so i'm just going to try staying fucked up till im gone.

 

Just out of curiosity if you are someone in your situation were to pass away what would happen to that debt? The hospital I think would still try to get the money owed to them won't they?