I want to have fun.

In about a month or two, i feel i have grown mentally extremly fast thanks to marijuana. I smoke in groups usually more than 3. When we are all high they all talk and interact with each other but for some reason I can't help but sit back and stay quiet, watching all these personallities around me. Many times, they will forget im there because I'm so caught up in my head to have fun with them.

The game I'm playing in my head is interesting. It seems like I understand people, their words, their actions, and the meaning of those words and actions. I understand why they said or did what they did. Its almost like I am in there head. Even if they are doing nothing I just know what they are plotting in their head.

Time and time again, later I find out that the game in my head is very accurate. I can only play this game when I'm under marijuana. It is a good thing because I learn an amazing amount of information about people. I learn their thought process. BUT because I ALWAYS get caught up in this game, I can't have fun.

Have any of you experienced anything like this? What should I do?

 

try to multi-task.

 

no i never have. maybe you lay of the dope. just a thought.

 

U r spending 2 much time reading ur friends. with some people smoking bud helps them focus better, so ur not really in their head, ur just focuing 2 much on reading body language and hearing what they r saying 2 interact. try expanding the range of the game u play in ur head, c what games u can make up that includes ur new skill in a conversation. u'll think of something.

 

Do you have fun when you think? I like to roleplay a conversation, but it's better when you get to share those with other people and tell them about your "cartoon". Try it.

 

you're thinking too much about your thoughts. It's a strange idea but I have the same problem sometimes. It can be a problem and something to enjoy at the same time. When I need a break from myself I just sit back, breathe and realize I need to stop focusing on my thoughts and enjoy the high. Get involved in conversations, it gets you out of your own head. It's great expanding your mind, but if you do it too much it gets a little frustrating being stuck in your own circular thoughts. Get involved with your friends, tell them how you're feeling or just talk about anything. Be free!

 

My friend this is great news! You are learning all about the wonderful world of telepathy! This is an exciting discipline which will soon be studied on a grander scale. And it seems you have a gift. Everyone has access to this ability, it's simply a matter of first believing in it and practicing it. Do not just sit there and try to have fun. Work on your skills. There isn't a more valuable skill than telepathy. The trick is, you'll find, to attempt this while sober. If you can do that, you will be wildly successful in life. Good luck in your journey!

 

Yes, I have this too, I prefer to meditate on my own, with or without mj.
I disagree with some of the others.
Its great to explore your mind, and the minds of others.

So long as you have a strong spiritual connection, you should not have to
worry about going to deep inside yourself.

Just do not do it for personal gain, or to harm others as it will bite you if you do so.

If you are an atheist, you should probably not do what you are doing
as it can get very dark and scary inside the COSMIC MIND!

 

I agree wholeheartedly. Well put. The cosmic mind never stops working, so why should ours? And if I am only in touch with my psyche, what's the point of life?

We're here to grow and learn from everyone.

 

I 2nd this, it has led to a 4 yr depression for me.

 

Precisely.

 

Idk if im an athiest or not but thats because i havent decided. Still open minded. but what is the cosmic mind? a drop of water is part of the ocean. So is a man's mind a part of something bigger? Do many minds together make up the cosmic mind?
That would mean that everyone's mind is connected and for me, that seems very true, subconciously at least.. It seems like conciousness seperates us from that unity and makes us an individual.
idk, those are my thoughts.

 

Co-sign.

I remember when I was an atheist.

It sucked.

 

Marijuana is a depressive and has been proven/shown in lots of people to significantly errode the brain and cause Schisofrenia.

 

I used to do that and occasionally still do. You havent smoked enough weed. You sir are still not able to mentally controll your thought process when ur high. Try to keep it at a social level and only let go like that when ur at home. Smoke some more weed and over time u will find it easier to do.

 

can't mingle = telepathy talent LOL

you guys are funny...

 

i fear the idea of letting go socially while high, maybe thats a character trait rather than reasonable thinking