i feel depressed and my ex-girlfriend is in europe, we broke up over a year ago but she wrote me a letter in the summer and gave me her new phone number. she wanted to communicate with me again. i lost her number though which makes me depressed. i wrote her some ltters but i'm afraid if they were stupid and maybe she is not gonna wirite me anymore. i hoped i didn't scare her. it's hard to find a relationship, no one wants to really talk gently, this world is agressive and lonely. i am isolated.
depression can kick your ass. i was diagnosed and went thru pills, therapy, the works. it's just so comfortable (that sounds weird) to stay sad. just know that you aren't alone no matter how much you feel you are. about the ex in europe, that sucks too- but send the letters anyway and maybe talk to some other girls (and guys) and just get your mind of all the shittiness. hope that helped anything..
i guess i'm very much attached to her, i never met someone that makes me feel the way she does. i love her. it is depressing to lose her number, it just made things more complicated. and my step father didn't help by reading her letter and twisting things and he had a bad influence. my step father thinks he knows my ex-girlfriend. i shouldn't have wrote too much emotional letters. it's hard to meet people, i don't have any problems with my looks because i know i am good looking but it doesn't matter, it's difficult to talk to people. all these people know is how to give dirty looks. that song by three dog night "easy to be hard" speaks the truth. it's especially hard to meet people in north america, it's a shallow society. i like europe much better. canada is very boring and the women treat you like shit.
