Yeah, sorry about that, if it wouldn't had been for remember the valium as I said before I think I think the trip would have been pretty good. The coming up feeling felt great, but the worry ruined it.
glad you're okay. the highest dose of DPH i've ever taken is 250mg. i enjoy the lower dose (100mg or so) feeling, but i absolutely hated 250mg. i was panicking a bunch, and got so physically weak i could hardly get up out of bed. only hallcunation i got was the DPH classic "jelly blob" in my vision. i'll stick to DXM as well.
In my mind, I really knew it to, don't like it when people panic though because that just makes me panic.