so i had a semi melt down at lunch today...

It was pretty bad.
I had just gotten out of Algebra and I have a final in Algebra on tuesday, so i basically have to relearn everything from this entire year, over again because my teacher is a shitty ass teacher so I didn't understand a single thing she attempted to teach me. So I was freaking out because of that, and if I don't get like an 80 on this test, i basically pass with a D for the semester, so I'm kinda pissed about that.

But I just fucking lost it went i got to the table. I don't know who said what to me, but it sent me off and I was cussing every other word, saying how much i hoped my teacher died (in fact i recall saying "I hope someone chops her head of and puts it on a platter for all to see") and of course, i totally lost it and started like throwing my purse and binder across the lunch table.

It wasn't pretty. Then i was so pissed off for the rest of lunch that i was like clenching my fists up so tight that my knuckles were turning white, and i continued doing that threw out my next class. Then in English I calmed down and decided to find my teacher in my last block so that i could get extra copies of the study guides so i could learn over the weekend. Of course, the teacher was in planning hour so i couldn't fucking find her.

But yeah, it was bad. Everybody was like a foot away from me at the table, and we have a pretty crowded table too. So everyone was like not talking to me, because everytime someone would walk by my chair and hit it, I would like strongly whisper "I will rip of your fucking head and shove it up you ass." or "I will tear off your dick with plyers and throw it across this fucking lunch room."

Muy Malo

 

Sounds rough. If it makes you feel any better i'm in the same situation with Chemistry, Sociology, and French right about now.

 

awkward.

 

Ummm...I really don't recall high school being this severe. Or dramatic.

 

people were afraid of me because I wore a cloak and dragged around a suitcase full of books big enough to put a cut up human body inside

I never had the kinda problems flannel is havin'

 

I will edit this post.

 

look at the age.

pause for a second.

 

you need some medication

 

if you think about it, i bet a lot of kids in the school were in the same situation as you. everyone is at finals time. theres never any need to fly off the handle. next time just breathe a little bit and you should be a lot better.

 

sometimes there is.

not when you'd think though.

 

the beauty of algebra is that everything builds on what came before it, so if you're able to do the work you're on now you should be able to go back and do pretty much anything from earlier in the year.

 

I hated algebra. I was always horrible at math .

 

I really hated algebra. I had to take it twice. I passed it the first time with a B and the second with an A. Yep I took it my 8th grade year as well as my 9th because the office messed up and wouldn't fix my schedule. At least I didn't have to take math my senior year.

 

I'm glad I don't have any anger issues :cheers2:


I really love math though. esp algebra

 

i find math kind of boring, but so easy. anything where there is a definite right or wrong answer is cool with me.

 

i only have anger issues when i'm playing video games...

 

ahhhh, me too come to think of it. and the occasional road rage. :cheers2:

 

oh yeah, i forgot about that one

 

trig was the worse. I signed up that class just for a nap, i had enough credits to graduate, so i just went in there and would go to sleep. the teacher didnt give a shit either. Its was nice

 

Maybe it wasn't nice, but I'm sure it was normal to feel that way.
But cheer up... this too shall pass...