...is like crashing a party in another dimension that you were not invited to. If you're cool, they just might put up with you for a while. But you're such a bumbling idiot, unaware of what you're doing, that the minute you arrive, you knock over the host's priceless vase and piss everyone off.
maybe it depends on who you are. to me it felt like arriving at a party with absolutely no idea what was going on, like say a person who had never smoked before at a party full of potheads. the people there are nice and they are willing to help you and make you feel less awkward so you can fit in, but you just really aren't sure about them and you would really just rather go back to where you fit in better.
Are you saying they like you and they don't like me? Because that's probably true. To me, it was like they just thought I was a complete moron, and demanded to know how I got there. And if I had myself together enough to remember, when I'd try to explain to them that I put fire to some greenish brown stuff and inhaled, and here I was, they'd think I was full of shit. Like there's no way someone so stupid could end up here, like to get to this place you HAVE TO know what you're doing. They just couldn't believe that any halfwit could stumble upon it, through such a ridiculous method. They were not nice to me. They weren't mean. But they treated me the way a monk might treat a drunk who wandered half-conscious into the temple. Come back when you've got a better grasp on what you're doing. Till then, please, don't vomit on the altar.
I'm going to head over to my local store to pick me up some 20x while i begin my probation... can't catch me now suckers.
yeah. maybe they don't like you and they like me. haha you have to realise that their plane of existence is higher than ours, and because of that they dominate us in every single way. once you submit to them, and respect them, they will let you rise to their level. you also need a comprehensive understanding of reality. i don't really know how one would attain this, i guess that it sort of finds you.
