I hurt with this love I feel, In my heart that was forevermore. I attempted to be strong, Yet I didn't want to move on... Without you. The next time you were supposed to see me, The pain was supposed to be gone. I wasn't supposed to be gone long, Lost and away from this loving air of my life. I didn't want to go! Now that you are here, I just want to cry all over again. I hurt in a new found way. I closed the door to the past, To open it again in the future. I'm so sorry I failed you, Let you down during a needed time. How could something feel so right, Go so wrong? I'm sorry! If I had been different, You would be as well. The girl I see that could have been... Hurts me deeply from within. Yet no matter how much it hurts this time, Please believe me that I'm not going anywhere. There was something special we once had, The tears fog my eyes as I know it deep within. Something happened to us, On the other side of yesterday. I'll never have all the right words, To express how I feel. I don't want to deceive you, I don't want to throw it all away. Never did, no way no how.
