I don’t need a cock tease right now Talking about all of this Cause my ears are blocking out This mystic melody Explaining why I’m some kind of drug fiend But the reason in my pretending to understand Isn’t a good enough one In the prevention of stepping into my head A speech isn’t necessary Because it seems to me I’m a king at saying nothing I see the two different sides And I think you know that I’m telling the truth This ain’t no shit talk jive I’m stuck standing at this wall That I want to climb only without trying So I’m inconclusive Trapped more like it Unknowledgeable of how to live Without contradiction escaping from my mouth Pouring out like absurdities That only a sleepless night can fix You know when the morning comes And you’re hands are shaking Greeting the day with a smoke You can tell it’s bright Adjusting from the tossing and turning To the wide eyed expressed sigh That signifies anything but wonder The sky is grey and the leaves are dirty brown Birds could be singing, maybe there’s wind And some foliage that brings an odd feeling of memory There’s no one around, so no reason to smile And one understands why With no one else's, but their own fifth of a dime So how do I break free From something that I do not go through Even though I know it’s no good I try to find reality By escaping it, by leaving it, by running away from it Like some demon from home No one wants to be a dreamer that doesn’t have any dreams So I fall asleep in my shoes with a personalized diagnosis of loneliness This ain’t no laughing matter But the notion is beside the point of an understatement A lie is just as good as anything some times
"So I’m inconclusive Trapped more like it Unknowledgeable of how to live Without contradiction escaping from my mouth Pouring out like absurdities That only a sleepless night can fix" I feel you, life is paradox after contradiction, I can't believe our society never takes time into account, sure one second theres leaves in the corner and talking about how it feels so nice to be back in pensicola, but the next outside of the house some kid jumps a puddle. Things completely change and we know nothing of the future. I feel like this but I'm finding more people who are on the same wave length, thanks for writing this, its beautiful
