I wonder what my uncle Bruce would think, if he knew I smoked pot?. My grandmother is probe spinning in her grave after I smoke at her grave
after i graduate, before i go to my parents, i think i might offer my uncle paul a toke. he was reeeeally bad in college, i'd put money on it that he still smokes. but this is all guess work, i have absolutely no proof.
Yeah, I think about that too. It was the worst once when my grandma did the whole, thanks for being such a good kid, thing. I wish I could tell my parents so much.
I wonder about things, yes. But only on tuesdays. Me and my brother smoked a joint in the car on the way back after my granddad's funeral and while I'm sure he would disapprove I don't really care what he thinks about that. We had some good music playing too. I liked my grandfather by the way, just in case you're wondering
I wonder alot. My chronic cynicism takes over and I dig myself into a hole. Then I get stoned and all is well, and i plant a flower in the hole i created, and all is irie.
I wonder if i got burried, and woke up in my coffin, alive and breathing... 6 Feet under... With no way of getting out and clostrophobia kicking me in the teeth... I wonder if id be able to/have what it takes to shred my wrists and bite my veins so that i could end it... or if i would just let myself get destroyed psychologically before running out of air.
I've wondered that many times. I have a nasty case of claustrophobia. I really think that it would be so unbearable that I would have an Out of Body experience. I've heard of people having those after being in horrible pain.
i woner about all sorts of things.my mind wanders more when i'm on acid then when i'm on weed. but weed does make me think.
I've wondered it as well. I'm insanely claustrophobic- my worst fear, although falling off something and dying would probably be equally as bad. Heights :/
I would like my death to be a fall. Prefferably from a plane with no chute. So you can have a minute or two of bliss before it ends. I have no fear of heights. Just clostrophobia which i can control to some extent... But a situation like i described may lead me to a spasm and a nervous break down in a few seconds. Anyway, right now im wondering if i should get a San Pedro or a Peyote... And im lookin into preparing both. Im thinking this year has been a major experience all around. I want next year to gain some depth. I will be attempting at mushrooms again, and maybe making mescaline.