i was driving along at the speed limit and i hit a patch of of ice my car flipps over 3 times in the middle of the highway i walk over to the paramedics with glass stillin my skull and pants soaked in blood they ask me if im ok i say "i've had worse at football" long story i saw jeasus on the mri table and ever since my crash i have no feelings no compassion and fear i feel out of place here on earth im only 19 and that was my second brush with death any help?
Get a backpack fill it with everything you will need for a couple of days go out into the forest, early with mushrooms, or LSD eat the sacramento also eat some good food, maybe some beer later, but that shit is heavy to harry in a ruksak
it's not unusual for your situation, actually. give it time, maybe talk to someone about it. ptsd and all that can sneak up on you.
You should go to a counselor. You probably have post traumatic stress disorder. I don't think doing any drugs is a good idea. If you are messed up or traumatized, LSD and other drugs can really exacerbate your problems. Sure, they can help too, but for now the risk isn't worth it.
You could have had brain damage to the emotion centers in your brain. YOu might consider studying what compassion and warmheartedness are and how they manifest themselves in human behaviour. You might then just act in accordance with those studies.
