hey, this is a forum about shrooms and what not so I decided to come here to talk about some of my expereinces with shrooms and acid. Im currently 17 years old and just this past summer started experimenting with them.I've tripped on acid multiple times and even at one point took 4 hits at once and all an all those trips were always pretty good. I always loved tripping and wished I could all the time. I literally felt like God when I tripped. No fear no freaking out or nothing. Then I tried shrooms and that trip was the most happiest and feel good of my life! Shortly after though I tripped on shrooms again and it was rather different. Me and my boyfreind ate an 8th of a very very potent strand but didnt think much of it cause we tripped hard core before. Well about 45 minutes after taking them I already knew I was begining to trip pretty intensly. It was all good and happy till my boyfriend went to the bathroom and I was alone in silence. It was them that the trip started to go very badly. For some crazy reason a intense sadness overwhelmed me which was crazy cause shrooms is the feel good drug! Everything changed by the time my boyfreind came back he just looked at me and knew something was wrong but I couldnt even really talk about it, it was so terrible. Then as the trip intensified I saw the most incredible visuals I have ever seen. I cant even describe it but if you had one you know what I mean. That part wasnt so bad but another thing I noticed different was I felt so stupid! I tried to talk but my words were all jumbled. I literally sounded fucking retarded! And it wasnt just me, when my boyfriend tried to talk he did the same thing. Well after that trip I was very confused ofcourse, and couldnt understand why my trip went like that when they were always so amazing before. I them tried it again shortly after of the same strand in a smaller dose and the trip was still pretty much like the previous. I was very upset and still felt stupid. I then just this past weekend tried acid again to see if it was any different and it was a lot better then the 2 shrooms trips but still i felt a little dumb, and my words were kinda messed up still. Nothing though like the happy laughing fearless god like me when I was tripping before. So basically I came to this forum to talk to people who may have had the same experiences as me with tripping even after doing it alot and loving it Commiunication would be very appreciated!
You don't have anything to worry about; it's all a typical part of the psychedelic experience IE "bad trips". The majority of psychonauts have had their fair share of both blissful and rough trips. My advice would be to take some time off and reflect on the experiences, give yourself a little break; you'll feed good about it. Then, when the time feels right again ease yourself back into the scene; no need to go hardcore and overdo it every time, that's how people can get turned off of the experience in general.
