I think because of the lifestyle I live most women who know me think I am a player... and yes I have game, yes I can get many women to sleep with me... but I am very different from most men that I know and do not go out looking for sex... I am a bit like a woman in that I play hard to get, because I want them to see that I am legitimately looking for a life partner- not just fun. I have never cheated on a woman. Most of the lies I tell are either plainly obvious or only lies due to duality. I would like to think I am an honest person in a tricky world. at my age I guess not many people are in that ballgame (21) but that has been my goal since I was interested in women. Obviously has caused some pretty big heartache but whatever I am a better person for it. I want to have a child , not too soon but need to be ready with partner for that experience to happen (5 years maximum i guess). I want my grandmother to have a grandson... she is the last one I have left. I am sure I would be monetarily supported and I do not doubt my ability for future success in that department... and simply I am somewhat disgusted with women, always tossing it away - sure do what you want... but to someone like me, its a major turnoff... I am looking for an old-school kinda woman. men/women... what the fuck do I do? I am seriously contemplating just running the game everyone else does, but my how boring. is it so hard for a woman to believe that a man would be all for one and one for all?
theres quality women still out there. sadly it seems their all taken. lol. its not true though. there are quality single women out there. look for them in the kinds of places that would reflect their quality. farmers markets are a good place, a women who knows the importance of good healthy food is a good woman. lol
