Do you ever see things much clearer after a trip? Last night was a great night went to a punk show and had a blast split 4 grams with a good friend and every thing was great. after the show we went to an after party. and was peekign just as we got there. i sat back and watched the room like it was a t.v. show.and i was amazed here i am in a room full of people i have known for years.. and yet at 4 in the morning i am almost embassed to be there. i see what these people i used to look up to have become. drunk and violent craked out and high strung.... it almost feels like i have moved past them. i hope the ones that are looking up to me dont ever have this moment
is that your pic? if so you are beautiful. but anyway.........i havent tripped in ions. but yes things were definately clearer after trips even the bad ones
My last shroom trip was kinda like that. That was 8 years ago. I felt like I was looking in a dark tunnel at my life and I didn't like it. I felt like a waisted, useless addict and I hated the feeling. I remember wanting nothing more than to sleep it off and to wake up with a new outlook on life. I ate a bowl of cereal and fell asleep on the sofa. When I woke up I felt a lil' better. I still to this day remember how strong those feelings were.
almost every time i trip, i end up looking at my life and realizing things that need to be changed. whether it be changes with myself... cause i see very clearly the ugly truths about myself when im tripping or coming down from it, or about other people that i have out-grown and need to ditch for my own sake. it never means i dont LIKE the people... but i usually realize what is not good for me when i trip. i dont trip often but when i do, it is a true teacher.
I had a moment like this on Tuesday... I just got high on weed, for the first time in a loong time, and looked around and saw what a bunch of idiots these ppl are... then i went out with them on saturday, sober and still saw the same thing. I think it's time for me to move on as well.
YEP. I have had this feeling. I think that most true voyagers do. There are people who just get high, and then there are people who use psychedelics with positive and constructive intention. Keep on moving past 'em. You may even move on to a point where the drugs aren't necessary. That was my goal, anyway, and I achieved it That clarity is the real message, in my opinion. Clean off those windows of perception, then just let it shine................................
Why do you seem so surprised? I have done a lot of different things. I've had a wild side too. Sometimes I still let it out just in my own nutty way.
Well I feel the same way when I trip. When I did a sweat a year ago or so, I told myself I needed to make a drastic change in my life. It took me about a year to get all my ducks lined up and now I'm making the next step. My first step was to get out of my (then current) job. It was full of negativity, suspicion and hatered. My next step, which I am doing this weekend, move out to a new place. I'm moving to an area where I can grow, a place much friendlier than where I am at now. I hope you get along with us. I'll PM you about other things.
I don't need drugs to see things clearly. I have reached the clear light, and certain drugs have aided in that to an extent I suppose. But once you reach this clear light you can go no further, and it becomes counter-productive to try. I still use natural psychedelics from time to time, but far less than I used to. And I only use them for reasons of spiritual enlightenment and consciousness expansion -- I would never do them before going to a concert or party.
yeah that does happen sometimes, because it sort of changes your perspective of things even if temporarily, contributing also to the natural clycle of growth and change.
