Here's a mix I've been enjoying a lot lately. The dj is from NC. Tunes are good and the mixing is tight as fuck. http://rapidshare.com/files/189378256/ben_mills_-_bravo_zulu.mp3 I've got some other mixes of his, so if you like them I can send you the link.
There are some pure capsules that I can get, and I think I definitely will. Especially after reading this! I'm gonna try about 75mg as my first dose, because I've only done pills so I don't really know many of the doses I took... that makes me feel like an ignorant drug user But yea... Writer glad to hear you had an awesome time! Don't you love the spine tingling... :drool5:
well i understand it and that why i would feel pretty stupid taking mdma. a very experienced friend of mine talk to me about most of the things (effects ans such) that i'm reading in the forums and it pretty much convinced me that there's no need. to each it's own i guess...
I had the exact same opinion of it as you did before I did it. I imagined it as sort of like viagra+opiates in it's feeling. I was incredibly, incredibly wrong. Incredibly. Wrong. I will never pre-judge a drug again. Just because people advertise it as a stupid 'happy pill', doesn't mean that's what you will get out of it. Remember, when you take a drug, the experience you get is not just from the drug as though the drug is in a vacuum. The experience you get is the *interaction* between you and the drug. And if you are an intelligent, emotionally open, complex, and deep person, then MDMA will absolutely change your life. Don't judge a drug before you've done it. I was proven wrong, and I would bet money that you would be too, if you gave it 1 chance. :cheers2:
Nice, that's the first House song I've ever really listened to. Overall I like it, and would try it on ketamine, but I think on molly i *might* need something a little more upbeat, but that is pure speculation, so i'm going to listen to it when next i roll gracias
I'm glad you liked it. :cheers2: If you enjoyed the mix sober, I'm sure you'll really like it on molly. I think your need for something more upbeat really depends on your mood. If you're looking to relax and chill out while rolling, then it will be right up your alley. If you're looking for a balls to the wall dancing and energy experience, it may be a little too chilled out to be exactly what you're looking for. That said, house music while rolling takes it to an entirely new level. I advise putting on some nice headphones, closing your eyes, and just enjoying the music. Or...thump it through some speakers. On the technical side of things, what you listened to is called a "mix", which is comprised of several different songs (or tracks). That mix has 13 different tracks, and they are mixed into each other one after another.
while we're on the subject of mixes; anyone want to check out my latest?!... http://rapidshare.com/files/19514985...ACK_3.wma.html
So after both trips, I noticed that either 4 or 5 days later, I would have a slight emotional plummet which would last only about 6 hours. It was quite noticeable though, it's the worst I've felt PERIOD since I did those 5 hits of acid in november. Even so, it wasn't that bad at all, it was just that I crashed back down to how I normally used to feel everyday and like I said it only lasted about 6 hours, and the whole time I was aware that it was molly-induced. I also am aware that I am not my emotions, so it was really just an interesting observation, and evidence to the power of mdma. I read up on a list of specific effects of mdma on erowid, and noticed that along with the well-advertized body heat issue, there is a minority of users (~20%) who actually experience the reverse; cold flashes, and a general sensitivity to cold. I am clearly in this minority; body heat was only a problem in the sense that I felt like I had no longer had any, and I was actually inside a restaurant when it started hitting me and I had to put on my sweater, coat, and gloves, and had to hug myself and shiver. Drinking hot water helps tremendously and feels GREAT. It's also really cool, I recorded the series of events both times, and just now have noticed that both times, I start to feel cold at about the 2hr mark, and 10 minutes later, i explode. Nice indicator!
I am juiced, bout to have 5 doses for the weekend rave round here, I was gonna ask if some high grade weed is needed, like with a regular pill. Anyone know? I will not drink that is for sure, maybe a cig or two. I also heard that molly makes you not want to dance, but I guess I will see, it will be a nice chance to introduce my self to a lucy connect while I am feeling myself so clearly. Mr. Writer so you know, even with a cut pill with meth in it you won't be up for days, taken many pills in my day and that never happened and I know for sure I have had tainted product, sadly.. never again though. Just thought u might like to know that. Peace yall.
Cool yeah I was exaggerating, I wouldn't mind trying meth even, for the luls. you don't NEED weed but it's very good for the come down especially if you really wanna sleep soon. but like, i can sleep 4 hours after peaking, and it's AMAZING sleep. not like deep and dreamy and profound, but just absolute BLACKOUT and you wake up randomly in the night because you're still exhilerated and you are still rolling a little and it's just awesome. Good times. Whether or not you feel like dancing depends on you, how you feel, where you're doing it, and how much you're doing.
Oh man, no WONDER this shit takes twice as long as it's supposed to to peak for me. I've been preloading with tons of vitamin C, including WITH the molly and subsequently every hour (for the antioxidizing effects, you'll have lots of dopamine being used and used up, floating around in your synapses, being broken down by MAO into Hydrogen Peroxide (!) which is nasty for your brain, HP is an oxidant). Acidity hampers amphetamine absorption in two ways; one, it makes the stomach take longer to send it to the liver, and 2, it makes the amphetamines reach the kidneys faster to be processed for urination. I just did a lot of research online and found that there is consistent consensus that basifying your system prior to ingestion increases potency and/or duration, with duration being the primary effected variable. Ultimately you could take a Proton Pump Inhibitor, which reduceses your stomach acid by up to 99%, and can make amphetamines last 24 hrs (!!!). This is obviously extreme though, and just tossing down a fistful of tums 1-2 hours beforehand is enough for a noticeable difference. Frig, I've been acidifying myself like a mofo.
last night i did about 4-5x more than these 2 previous dosages. I was *deep* into psychedelic effects. It was as strong as almost mushroom peak, or strong mushroom comedown. Profound ego dissolvement. Thou art that, permeates all, although you can still crystalize back to this, here, now, in your hand, whereas on mushrooms you question what is that that does the 'having' of the hands? Extremely profound. Lingering to this day, like lsd, something i will never come down off. It tapers off, the effects, but they never ever hit 0, it's a function that regresses to the infinitesimal but never quite hits 0. Just being in the absolute buddha state of mind I was in made my slightly-pent up and never-done-drugs friend open up so much. He was so receptive to my being. This is what's amazing about psychedelics, and true paths to truth. They bring you real things, that you can hold in your hand, point to, and say, i got THIS from doing this. Results baby. Results. That is the true test of anything that is good. Everything else is language play. I've learned to be a SHOW ME kind of guy, because psychedelics have shown me to what extent I can be shown things I am now like a being filled with 10,000 mirrors, and all these mirrors do is reflect happiness and break it down like a prism into myriad rainbows of appreciation, gratitude, love, humility, and kindness, only to be reconstituted at some other arbitrary point in myself into pure happiness, and the process cascades fractally. Oh that reminds me, I experienced true fractal thoughts last night, I'm not sure if I've ever had that even on lucy or psilo. True fractal high . . . it was fantastic. I'm so deeply enmeshed in the universe and the things I do and who I am am and all facets of reality that i just think of everything in terms of functions, I am a function that takes these inputs and generates these outputs, and everything else works in the exact same way, and once you realize this in your soul of souls, you realize how much in control you are of certain things, because you are in direct control of their input, and also what things are totally out of your control, and THATS OK! because you simply do not have a say in it's input in the same way that I don't have a say in the input to the rotation of Mu Cephei or grasshopper #5328943299 in sector 7 of grid 5 of area 1 of this field of flowers. and that's ok, and i wish that being as much love, luck, and peace, as I wish the being that i happen to be.
