I think I'm going insane...

Yeah I'm planning on spending some more time on it, also doing some yoga... I've been exercising/working out a lot lately and it's making me kind of stiff, need something to keep me flexible... Been meaning to take up yoga for a while now...

 

yoga is good for the mind, body and soul......hehe....it sounds cheesy but its true....

 

Wow...you completely described how I'm feeling lately to a T. I feel so not right, so out of it, and I'm having a lot of trouble concentrating. I even said the other day "I think I'm really going insane..." My mind is fucked up atm, too. You're not alone...haha (if that's any comfort)...

 

THIS IS NOT WHAT YOU THINK i FEEL OUT OF IT ALL THE TIME AND THINK ALL THE TIME MY HEAD IS JUST AS FUCKED UP SO IT'S NOT INSANE.

 

Hehe good to know I got some company here...

 

thats is so funny because the same thing is happening to me, i think about everything way to much lately, not positive thouhts either. Anyways i figured out my problem and hopefully a way to solve it.

 

Hahaha looks like we're all going insane...

 

YOU say insane to much insane is a very harsh felling so would not use it so much.

 

But you have just said it twice in a single sentence... That's twice as much as I've said it in a single sentence...

 

damn dood.

 

There's a possibility that you may have fallen asleep one night only to have awakened in a parallel universe. Sometimes when were under a great deal of stress we use the old escape hatch. everything may appear exactly the same but some things are just slightly out of whack. That feeling of being out of whack could be perceived as a descent into madness.

You're out of place in our universe and I suggest you try to find your way back

the longer you remain the further you fall



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yes but you have said it more then 10 times in under 27 posts.

 

dukes, you got the best comments usually!. damn dood
to soulless... quit smoking grass, quit tripping, maybe quit medicating altogether...all for a while, and exercise and do your work. practice your guitar or whatever you do. those things help keep me from overthinking. you're not insane until they catch you, so good luck feeling regular again. peace

 

I qualify for about 8-9 of thoes. I dont hulacinate or least least I don think I do. but sometime i dont remeber things, like driving home form work. i'll just be sittin on the couch and all of sudden it dawns on me I dont know how i got home.

then thiers my daily to weekly mood swings from suicidail to euphoric and back, I obsess over stuff a lot. start think bout somthin and cant stop thinkin about it. ya think Im a nut

I have urges too. sometime I just get urges to do thing that might hurt or kill poeple. wanted to push a lady in front a subway train once, dont know why, just wanted to. long as I have grip reality I wont these things.

its been hard latly, I wont do any drugs, even as mild as cafine. i feel wierd if I have to many coffees. havnt had drop of alcohol in months now. some red bull really fucked me up for few days. I have pain killers for my crushed hand but they make me feel weird too so I dont use them

I like fuzzy animals and soft thing too, specally snakes, ther nice and soft, have a silky fell to em. specally like the feelin when they crawl through shirt or evenmy pants

i like looking at pictures of dead people, lots of pictures on the internet. strangly i dont feel anything when I look them. not remorse no sadnes. no repulsion. its like im dead inside. i dont feel happynes eather. not even the picture that littel girl wiht crushed head afected me. I said i cried at my unlces fnueral but I didnt

someimtes ill eat hole boxesof donuts, 48 sugar glazed donuts i like donuts creem filled donuts are good I like creem I have a pet spider, a taruntualla i call him egor. somtime I let him play wiht my snake but they dont like each other. he bit my snake one. it got sick but it stil alive. Im glad its not , it was kind of expensive. and dont want to have to buyh another snake

im running out of shit to say, a lot of this isnt true but some of it is. I wont say wich. but I hope it makes you all feel less insane.

 

yeah the list thingy, of those confusion and things, i apply to most

 

i was going to suggest mushrooms, they really helped me get some leverage over my problems, and since i seem to remember you living around a hot spot for picking them, though i could be wrong... and you are right, the words forget about it could never mean as much as they do to a person with anxiety. also, try living a little, and you seem to spend a lot of time getting drunk and hanging around these forums, though again i could be wrong, lol...

 

Starts singing the Queen song "I'm going slightly mad..." hehehe

 

What kind of insane are we talking about? Jerking off to pictures in Guns & Ammo while wearing a tin foil hat, singing MC Hammer songs, or just not feeling right insane.

 

I am doing the jerking thing, but I am doing to the ikea catalog

 

Haha we're not insane anymore... Hmm mushrooms eh? It has been a few months, and they are all over the fucking place here... Believe it or not though I don't drink a whole lot... Hehe and I get out plenty, don't know how as much time as I spend here, Guess I just don't sleep much...