Hi, new to the forums, but have been reading lately, this place seems awesome! Anyway, I'm planning on scoring some LSD and trying it for the very first time pretty soon, and while I was supposed to last night, and the chick didn't come through, I'm sure I'll have it in a matter of time. I've been interested in it ever since I had to do a project on it in high school (which was supposed to be an anti drug presentation). I've been doing some more in depth research on it lately and decided I really want to have the experience. I've read that it can shatter and change your entire perspective on everything (which is what I'm looking forward to), and possibly change your personality. My question is, is this change in personality typically so much so that it will be noticeable by your peers/friends/family? I would love to be allowed to be ripped apart and unfolded, revealed a contrary to my so far mundane perception of living and thinking. I don't, however, want to undergo such an outward change that the people I live and interact with every day will notice something is different with me. I do plan on telling my family at some point that I have done lsd, but they understand very little (and are stubbornly unwilling to understand) about drugs and I want to wait until I'm ready for them to know. Also, I would like for the people I'm close to to have no doubts about whether or not I'm still the person they know and love, nah mean? Are you still "normal" after dropping for the first time? Thanks for reading, I appreciate any and all answers regarding!
you are still "normal", you will just be more in tune with "normal" than ever. your doubts are all in your head
at first i thought you were gonna ask if people will notice that you're tripping (while you're actually tripping). yes they will. but i don't think people will notice that you've taken acid and changed.
Yea, I'm not really worried about tripping in front of people, we're going to a nice solitary place at the top of a big grass hill. It's great to know I'll have one less paranoid doubt when I finally trip, thanks a lot!
LSD brings you in touch with who you really are. It also helps you get over some of your issues. People may notice a change in you, but it will be things like "You seem more happy lately!", "You seem to be more relaxed lately", those kinds of subtle things, which you can just explain away with "Yeah I've done a lot of soul searching lately" which has the added bonus of not even being a lie .
I think it depends on how deeply you go into yourself during you trip. I did a lot of self-exploration my first trip, and I realized that there were changes within my life that I needed to make, and some of those changes have been noticed by my peers and family. LSD will only change you as much as you let it though. It will show you who you are; then it's up to you how closely you want to align your straight life to who you really are.
LSD probably wont change your life, but possibly your attitude towards it. I had my *first (the first-first time didnt count) trip during last spring, where i had thoughts and insights into my own aging process and maturity. (graduation from high school was only weeks away), and feel i came out with a somewhat improved attitude personality. during the summer i worked a full-time maintenance position that required me to wake up at 4:10am quite often, as well as purchase a car to travel to work. whether the LSD or my work affected me, who knows. but my parents have both commented that i seem more mature. If you change, it will probably be for the better, as writer put it. it is the kind of change that you see in friends that you havent seen for several months, and they come back more mature, with a slightly different stance, etc.
your trip is what you make of it. if you're scared, just relax walk around and see some visuals if you're looking to explore yourself, think about your problems (without anger, doubt, fear, etc.) and you will probably see them from a different point of view. if you see your problems from a different perspective often enough then yes you will change (in personality), but always for the good because you find out whats really 'normal' or however you describe it. -goof
i love acid and it loves me....however i did betray the changes i made after my first trip which i become pretty depressed about but this is the month of changes ....and my friend you will become wild
One time I thought I was a reptile for like 2 months... so.... It's awesome though. Girls like reptiles apparently.
