I really feel like everybody's talking about me.

Especially at work. I heard from one of my coworkers who was friends with me before he quit that a bunch of people were talking about me behind my back and basically wanted me to quit. I've heard a bit more through other friends, but nothing serious. But I can't help but feel like everyone's talking about me. Whenever I hear someone complaining and I don't know who it's about, I think it's me. When I overhear someone talking bad about someone else, I think they're talking about me.

I guess a lot of it has to do with my low self-esteem and the feeling I have that nobody will ever really like me, they're just putting on a front for politeness's sake. Also, I've been stabbed in the back by friends before and my entire family has pretty much disowned me. That doesn't help.

I can't wait till I get a new job.

 

aw shucks, i get like that sometimes too. just try and keep your head up, you're more than likely being paranoid. if you don't give them a reason to talk then they more than likely will not.