Good. You know when you're looking for something distracting but what you have to do is to stop looking and face the void? I was just looking at images of old zen masters on google. But---: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ulVDM0a49Lw
Yep, I sure do... What frustrates you, if you don't mind me asking, is it just the tediousness of it all, or just everything...
Those are pretty big categories but they describe it perfectly. My way, I'd be taking a long long walk in warm weather. But it's coming---