so bad. i dont feel like massaging today and i have so much stuff to do plus work after class. ughhh plus my bestie is sick and left school early so now i have no one to help me stay. sad face sad face sad face
you will massage people and YOU WILL LIKE IT! huh? i don't really understand your reason for leaving.. someones sick?
Throw up on your massagee? Hmmm.....how the hell do you spell that? Then if they get disgusted tell them it's a new practice in Japan where they throw up goji berries onto the backs of clients as a massage oil to stimulate the colon. You can't argue with that.
I want to leave my school as well. They are complete bull. From now on we can't eat at the tables we've been eating at for months because they don't want crumbs. So now we basically have nowhere to sit at lunch unless we go out of school to the park or somewhere similar. That's fucking great because it's spring and it's starting to rain more. We have two sections to our dinner hall, one for packed lunches and one for people who buy food. They're next to each other and are seperated by a large doorway like area. A while ago they decided that Year 11s (who can get in either way without issues) can't actually go between the two. So we can get in the dinner hall and eat there, or we can go round to the packed lunches and get in there but we can't go through the hallway, entering at one end to get to the other. Why? Because they hate us is all I could come up with, all it means is more work for us. From now on we have to spend five/ten minutes of every lesson filling out a stupid little blue 'planner' about what we learnt in each lesson. There's even a behaviour and attitude tick boxes. We're supposed to get it signed for every lesson so basically they've just put the whole fucking year ON REPORT. Oh but it get's better. Tomorrow I get to miss one hour of science to go to the hall and listen to some Motivational Speakers. I mean what the fuck!? We are so behind in science it is not even believable and they decide to take us out of lesson for this? What, they couldn't of waited till next week and done it in PHSE when we don't actually do anything? No, even though our science teacher complained and told them, we still have to go. The icing on the cake is that this is our second motivational speakers coming to talk to us this year. The icing includes the fact that they're telling me I'm an underachiever and then doing this. My form tutor told me to complain in writing.
Turns out the assembly was for two hours so that's 2 fucking hours of science I missed. They KNOW we are behind. We have 15 hours worth of work and 7/8 hours to do it in. I know I can cover it myself and do fine but I do not want to have to cram science I haven't covered before as well as revising for everything else. Plus I have to have a talk with someone from the senior leadership team or whatever. Basically about my failing and I got full marks on all three of my science tests for my GCSEs. Thank God I don't have to stay here for the next two years. Sorry for ranting, hope she gets better soon!
well not anymore i hope. im trying to change that i depend on lots of people around me. my best friend isnt my best friend anymore. he is my friend, and is always fun to be around.
