Trying to understand my experience

First off, I left the city I live in and noticed on the bank clocks it said 4:20. I found that kind of comical.

My friend and I both did shrooms and went to get groceries. He said they wouldn't kick in until we got back but I was tripping out in the store. I was looking at the floor while at the checkout and really going into my head, or outside of my head, whichever you prefer. The cashier said something to me and I had no idea what he was talking about. That was kind of embarrasing. At first I felt like we are in the thoughts of God and life is just a big joke. It even sounded like people were laughing in the store. I then felt like we were God trapped in this existence. That was a very gloomy feeling.

We got back and I noticed the time was exactly 6 or 7:30. I just remember the :30. I began seeing everything as one. The shroom trip actually felt like a continuation of my DMT trip. There weren't many visuals that I cared to notice, but it was obvious (at least to me) that everything around me was communicating a message to me. My roommate had on a soul station on pandora. He said "do you like soul" before he started it and that kind of tripped me out. lol. Everything somebody said felt like a hint from the divine. I layed on his bed, totally in my head. The lyrics of the songs totally tripped me out because multiple songs in a row totally made me think of the kabbalah. The summary of the lyrics were that we were made for love but it didn't work right so we're in this suffering and trying to work our way out of it. I knew that my mission in life is to make the world find love and become what they were created for.

It's hard to say with accuracy what the truth is to the whole experience, because it was my own thoughts perceiving some form of communication. I do know that the synchronicity was intense. My roommate and I were both walking by this guy talking to his kid and we heard him say "la la land". That definitely felt like more than coincidence. He didn't know we were tripping(I wasn't really out of it until the checkout. My friend has experience and kept under control.). It was unrelated but at the same time related. It felt like everything in my life was adding up in a meaningful way.

Another message I got from music was the same one while on DMT. A song by Lady Gaga was playing when we got in the car to leave the store. I get that song stuck in my head a lot, but now it has meaning. "Just dance. Gonna be ok."

On shrooms I somehow believed that I was a reincarnated soul that is progressing very nicely and is here to help the rest of the world find the way. Out of nowhere I felt that my purpose is to make a movie and communicate the message that will get the world on the right path.

At one point the lyrics in a song were "why do I feel like I'm dying" while at the same time I felt like I was dying. It's like my thoughts were one with the music. A Dave Mathews Band song said to lay down so I did. Later on I was out in the kitchen and felt like I heard my name called from the bedroom. I went in there and that song was playing again telling me to lay down. I didn't do it this time because I was creeped out. Some things felt really creepy. I saw a skull in the carpet at one point. Later on I saw a face on a desk that was smiling. This one wasn't scary. I felt like everything was going by the law of polarity. It wasn't all good or bad. It transitioned, although I was creeped out most of the time. I was alone for much of the trip, so I was really paranoid. It made me really appreciate people.

So, what I got out of it is that we are all one and are a part of God that is suffering until it finds the way. Tell me a bit about your shroom insights.

 

excellent post, thanks for that.

i came to a clear field in the BRAHmanscape (chortle) and found what i am, who i am, where i am, when i am, and all variation of this. all metaphysical questions were answered, but not by answering them with 'yes' or 'no' or any such silly thing, rather by unasking the question, cleansing my mind, and just showing me this.

quite the awakening one can have from a moldy pest. blessings to all

 

What's BRAHmanscape?

 

A terrible, unholy synthesis of sacred truth and filthy internet memehood that should never have been created

i am like a metaphysical frankenstein

let the villagers burn me

 

I did a Google search and found nothing. Could you supply the link?

 

people tend to make up a lot of shit and use their own words after psychedelics

 

hahaha it was a combination of Brahman (the real thing i meant) and the word 'brah' as in 'yo brah last night i got sooooo drunk brah'

but Brahman is what you should read about

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Brahman

but note that this is one of those things like zen, or tao. you can read about it all you like, but that's not the thing. reading about it may even take you further away from it :0

tread carefully cosmic sojourner

 

Wow...You found this divine feeling On your first mushroom trip

It took me more than several sessions of L.S.D before I knew that the world was just a big joke, rushing to there destinations only to turn around and do it day in and day out. More of a cruel joke is the way i seen it.

..But my first experiance with shrooms was a bad one. "Ate too many, didnt eat any" Is all that kept repeating in my head. Obviously because i didnt eat food before hand..Anyhow, I can offer the advice that you should not expect the same outcome on your next trip. Sounds like you may have begun lifting the vail. If you didnt fully lift the vail you should have a feeling of questions unanswered the day after your trip..If you dont have the feeling.....Welcome to the otherside brother. (haha)

Im not trying to get on here and act like a doctor or anything. Im just suprized it happen on your first mushroom trip...have you taken L.S.D before?

And about your feeling of a message that you need to get to the world..Its a published fact that priests, artists and politcal figures started there choice fo profession throught the feeling that you are talking about.

(Its friday and im starting to trip myself. I dont want to keep going on and on so i will end it til i sober up)

 

Rofl @ my first post being so highfalutin

 

I've realized that many times without the use of any drug at all

 

I haven't done LSD. I've done salvia, DMT (but haven't reached hyperspace), and shrooms that once.