Help me get over this mental barrior

I've been a pot smoker for a while, although I haven't in a month, due to what I think are panic attacks. I've done many stimulants before too. When it comes to drugs like that, its weird. I'll dive right in, even the first time. I know the risks, I do. Its not because i'm ignorant, I'm informed, but drugs like that my mind doesn't have a problem with. My mind lets me do them. First time I did speed, I made the decision in a split second and never looked back. I wanted to, that's why I said yes. Its not a responsive "yes" in my mind, just if I want to, my mind says "okay" too. But mushrooms, I don't know what it is. I really want to, but my mind is saying no. I'm not sure why. For some reason, I can't get myself in the mind set, of taking mushrooms where nothing goes wrong. I don't know what it is though. There's nothing specific about them that's bothering me. Its just this general feeling I get about them. I've always been like that, for as long as I've been using drugs. I used to be against chemicals, not because i didn't want to, but because i thought they were stupid. When I did start doing them, I didn't have to overcome anything. I was ready to take them. I don't think mushrooms are stupid, but I still can't get over that mental blockage.

Its something I have with all psychedelics really. Not just mushrooms, but its mushrooms i want to do. I really want to experiance them, but I know I have to overcome this first. Any suggestions?

 

if you dont feel like your ready for mushrooms than dont do them. Personally i love mushrooms, i just tripped yesterday on them. I think mushrooms trips are completely spacey like your in a whole nother dream like world. I dont know how to explain it i just love it. But if your having a negative feeling about it dont do it until you feel completely 100% ready. And be safe your first time, dont freak out. Know that its not permanent and it will end. Dont freak yourself out about something dumb like that. Try dont to panic and dont be paranoid. Just chill out and enjoy your trip

 

IMHO I feel that you are using all the wrong drugs. Kick the speed and all that other crap, eat some mushrooms, you will never look back. Contemplate your speed and other drug use while on mushrooms, I bet you'll feel sick to your stomach and never touch another drug that does nothing but fuck up your body and mind.

 

I couldn't agree with you more.

 

maybe if you don't have to handle the shrooms and can get a friend to make you tea, it'll unblock the ... block
OR
I'll suggest the denis leary approach....
"Shut the fuck up! Next."

life and love

 

Glad to see your head is in the right place primus, well that's just an opinion but I feel it's in the right place. Everyone is nervous the first time they trip, at least everyone I know has been. Just eat them, smoke a blunt, relax, and once they hit you all your fear will turn to laughter and good times, good luck.

 

its up to u man. but sounds like fear of fear youve got. if i really wanted to experiance them. i wouldnt have loads, and worst possible case senario is a bad trip, still an experiance though. but once uve had them u might realise there not anything like what u expected them to be anyway ya know. they feel really natural mate.

 

I would wait until you get control of your panic attacks to throw your mind way out there. It could be a great experience, maybe just what you need, but it could go the opposite way also if you can't handle it.
Read stories from other people's experiences and learn what to expect. Put yourself in a positive situations with good friends and you shouldn't have a problem. But I would take caution due to your mental state.

you said you were against chemicals. Mushies are as natural as you can get.

 

The irony is that it's all in your mind