I did shrooms for the first time a couple days ago. I walked by a guy in a grocery store before it really kicked in and he said "la la land" to his kid. He wasn't talking about me because I wasn't showing it. The music on the computer said "Why do I feel like I'm dying?" while at the same time I felt like I was dying. I saw pillows or something under a blanket but I was afraid of what was under there because I didn't know what I could see on a mushroom trip. The music then said something like "What's under there. I'm afraid to know". There were probably others that I can't remember right now. Kind of makes me feel like I create the reality around me and it's more obvious on shrooms or that God was creating those synchronicities for me to communicate with me. A friend and I have been talking a lot about synchronicity the past few months and the time 11:11. I haven't seen that time once since talking to him but saw it for the first time yesterday after I woke up.
Jung talked about synchronicity a lot, he might have even made up the word. Elvis thought he could control the weather and stuff when he was declining, so it could mean you're losing it. I remember when using acid a lot for the first times, we used to always have events like that. Like, talking about a song and then turning on the radio and it was on. Or going to dead shows, and ending up parking or sitting right next to people you know by chance. We would even sort of rely on it for that...like we wouldn't plan on a place to meet, we'd just say, "I'm sure I'll see you there." This was before MP3 players and cell phones, so you needed it more. I think Jung says something like it's evidence of something bigger that encompass our reality...so they aren't coincidences, but evidence of something bigger than us. It also makes me think of the old Police (the band) synchronicity tour. That was my first concert. Before I even smoked weed. I always thought it was kind of stupid 80s music....but I guess if he was talking about this kind of synchronicity, maybe it was cool....oh wait, I'm talking about Sting....it couldn't have been cool. I just looked it up on wikipedia, which explains the whole Jung thing much better. Here's something interesting from there:
Sting is interested in the occult. Carl Jung would intentionally isolate himself because he couldn't fit in because he knew too much. I also took this as proof of greater intelligence. There is that belief that we are God and that idea really made sense while on shrooms. Perhaps we're living in our very complex mind as God trying to gain something from this experience and when on shrooms we can begin to see how we create the world around us.
In my opinion, synchronicity is the weaker experience most of us have while sober that most closely emulates the stronger experience of the true 'peak' on psychedelics. To me, there are multiple levels of a peak, the most I've had are defined by loud synthesizer noises, a feeling of total oneness, and visuals that are impossible to shield from my vision, moving breifly into a state of ego death. The strongest peaks I've had, of which there have only been around 5, come with the same rapid decension into absurdity and nonsense, but then it feels like something 'grips' my awareness, like Im being choked into submission, and Im forced to watch as this program is being acted out, that I can only dimly be aware of during any other conscious state, and as this something is forcing me to experience itself unfolding into reality as an entire manifestation of trascendental purpose/chaos (paradoxical confusion lol) I begin to feel a pulse or general heart beat (Om?) resounding and reverberating within all that is within my enviorment, myself included. Then after a maybe 20 minutes, the stranglehold is released, the sounds go back to regular background white noise fuzz, the pulse lessens in intensity and the trip is spent reflecting on that one moment, where there is no such thing as free will, where there is only a force of Life causing all of this to happen in absolute perfection, unable to deviate because it is the cause of perfection entirely. Whatever that 'something' is has been my safety rope while growing and doubting God, when in actuality I was ignoring the miracle that is creation. Unfortunatley I can only touch that program state in spurts that come unannounced and never as mind bending/frightening as when in the depths of a mushroom/LSD peak.
Lol Well, I mean there's letting go, letting go while being aware of having let go, letting go of having been aware of having let go while being aware of having let go, and then there is Spongebob cartoons playing on your bathroom walls while you pee into the ceiling.
God divided the light from the darkness. And the light he called Day. The darkness, he called the Verbal Hologram "I'm setting the example, and what I've done in gonna be puzzled over and studied, and followed, forever." Prepare for the verbal war The hologram advanced psychical form Manifesting universal mind into the lore Travelling lands, I stand on sands of chemical vibration The math kings of light departed in wrath So where you gonna stand when the Elohim return Seven great sages throughout the ages say you burn It's my turn to shine I redefine the crystalline-biological structures implanted in your mind So I find the deaf, dumb and blind And bless 'em with science and leave the blind ones behind Descending into big balls of mass, in the form of rain The Verbal Hologram brings pain So rearrange disagreeable ways that brought you the darkness Take hold, and rip out your soul from your carcass And rise away like a shem The Verbal Hologram is the verbal avalanche One last chance to re-plan and over-stand Before the Hologram sends your camp to Holy Land So ask your man, when he returns to where I sent him The plan was to kill God and reinvent him Practicing Black Magical tactics like voodoo Attacking like the seven deadly warships in the Niburu
holograms? whaaaa? next god will be all like "youlls shalt not covet thy brah's wife" "honor thy moms and pops, but thy brah thou mayest shoot the bird"
HAHAHAHA im so blazed. as i was reading this i went, holy shit i thought about this like 10 minutes ago, "gods trying to communicate with me"... oh wait... thats not what i was thinking about 10 minutes ago..
Of course, crazy unbeleivable synchronicites. Better question. Does one experience more of these synchronicites on shrooms or acid? Id say shrooms for me atleast.