I'm thinking about trying e this weekend and I just wanna know...how happy will I be exactly? I'm going to need to come into contact wiht my parents most likely so will I be able to maintain some self control????
you may NOT be able to, you may be overwhelmed your first time and can't stop grinning and need to dance or walk or run or something and oh my god look at that amazing flower holy shit like serious
the thing they would notice most would be your eyes, they will be BIG, if you can hide them somehow, sunglasses or something you might be ok, but i agree, best to not see mom and dad.
