Anxiety is a bitch

I feel like crap about myself. i have been putting off going to the post office all day. I just can't leave the house, physically.
I feel so freaking paralyzed.

 

smoke some weed


then you'll be happy to be putting things off and happy to just stay in the house all day

it works for me

 

I just took a hit and put some eyedrops in. I feel good to go now. Weed rocks man

 

I'm sorry to hear that... I used to go through that too... I still do sometime.. but no one usually understands it... it sucks.

 

i just wouldn't recommend a sativa for anxiety


keep those for wake n bake

then as the anxiety creeps up throughout the day, hit some of the heavier hitting Indicas....


I do C99 in the morning
Blueberry midday
and cotton candy for evening


and I'm a ball of joy

 

I think we all feel like that sometimes, but we either let it grow or see it for what it is and realize that the only one making us feel like that is ourselves. In my case, I usually feel able to carry on with whatever I need to do after that. Also walking always makes me feel better about everything.

 

I just had one of the crappiest nights of my life last night. It totally affected me today. I feel like utter crap about myself.

 

I went to the grocery store after the post office to grab some broccoli and cauliflower for dinner tonight and I knocked over all teh green onions ): I felt like I was some loser in a commercial making fun of losers knocking down produce ):

 

Yeah, bad nights usually make for bad days when we're unable to let go.

I'm the queen of up and downs though, so I just go with the rollercoaster...

 

You're pregnant though, so you have an awesome excuse.
i can't let it go. It's too big you know? I let too much go. That's my problem.

 

You should really just laugh about things like this, because who cares and why does it matter?

I'm also the queen of clumsiness. I do stupid shit on a daily basis. I havent knocked down produce at the grocery store yet, but Im sure that's part of the coming attractions.

 

You're right it totally doesn't matter. I just feel so bad about myself right now, I assume everyone else is thinking the same things as me.

 

I could use the Im pregnant card, but it's the way I really am. It doesnt bpther me much, we all have our things.

I dont mean this in a judging way and of course you know better about yourself than me, I dont think you let enough go, or at least you're not letting the right things go, because knocking down produce at the store, should be on the let go and laugh list... but again, we all have our things.

 

Indicas make me so depressed though and lazy. Then when I am lazy I feel worse about myself, which leads to more anxiety.

 

Your right, it's a total distraction. I let the big things go and obsess over the little things. If I focus on knocking over produce, or that I am chubby or that I am not in graduate school or any other numerous things that are wrong with me, then I don't have to focus on what's wrong with other people and what's really wrong with my life.

 

Why do you feel so bad?

I think everyone it's just thinking about themselves and their own things...

 

This reminds me of school. Without the smoking. I would be too depressed to go to school, then I would feel bad for being so lazy, get more depressed and be unable to go to school the next day. It's a horrible cycle, kinda ridiculous too because again the only one that kept me in it was myself.

 

I used to do that too with school. that's why it took me 8 years to graduate lol.
I do think i am the only one keepign myself away from my happiness. Whatever other people are doing, it doesn't matter. I am the one keeping me in my situation.

 

I have a lot of problems with anxiety/panic attacks, but mine revolve around medical issues due to PTS. Basically, I have major hypochondria, I understand why, but I don't know how to fix it. Hypochondria and being obsessive compulsive aren't exactly a nice combination.

I wish I didn't have these issues anymore, I really do. I told my husband I was actually wondering if hypnosis would help, yet I would be terrified of the process because I'd be afraid of losing control. If that makes sense.

But yes, I can relate to anxiety issues. Not fun at all.

 

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