Damn. And I said news too, so there's no backing out. Fuck off, fucker. **thinks to self: Good save**
sometimes I surprise myself with what I'm capable of... i have many different moods and expressions. but they're all "me". makes life fun!
I have to admit... I was kind of impressed at that one. I was getting hooked and then it was like a noogie out of nowhere.
I forgot, I also get insanely mean and hurtful. When you've hurt me, I seek revenge and will say some horrible horrible things. Things I don't even mean but just sound like they'd really sting. I turn into a bitch and I am totally not like that normally, lol.
when I'm pissed I drink. most people don't really know when I'm pissed. I'm like a whatever just leave me alone kind of person. plus I hate crying in front of people. or yelling. or anything of that nature.
I feel my whole body get hot, and I zone out... who knows what happens then, sometimes I cry, somtimes I flip out, sometimes I do both.
When I'm really pissed off, my legs start to shake. And it seems that my rage is hard-wired to my tearducts so when I start to yell at someone, I cry as well, and I don't like crying in front of people so I'll usually end the rant as quickly as I can and retreat. If I'm cranky I just snap at people all the time, or walk away and ignore them completely.
If I am very angry with a boyfriend, I will become very silent and icy, and I wont talk barely at all until I am able to somewhat be reasonable. I am angry over some injustice, despite being shy and with a low voice, I get rushes of adrenaline and absolutely tell people where they are wrong.