alright so ive never done ecstacy before. lately my life has just been extremely stressful and overall just in a horrible direction. i am not in a good psychological state. i would never trip on lsd like this, or i would probably end up with some very serious psychological reprecussions. so my question is: is it safe to use ecstacy while going through a very bad period in your life, or while under extreme stress? would it have adverse effects because of that like psychedelics might? i'd kind of like to try some x, but i am just not sure about it in this peroid i am going through right now.
I don't think it'd be like acid, where taking it in the midst of emotional problems could fuck up the experience, but I agree that you shouldn't use drugs to escape. If you do end up taking it though, DO NOT take it alone.
I'll be honest, you'll probably have a GREAT time. MDMA is quite deep, for me at least. I was shocked at how deep it is, people make it sound like viagra + cocaine or something. It's extremely positive, life affirming, and will just really make you look at things in a different light. Then you come down. Now it's up to you to decide whether to ignore what you saw those few hours and go back to exactly who you were, or realize there are some things you can change about yourself to make your waking life a little closer to the nirvana of molly. So, assuming good setting, mdma basically will take care of your set for you. If this was your first time ever, I would recommend against it, as then set is as important as with lucy, but since you know about drugs and bad trips and anxiety and all that mess, you will be absolutely lifted up onto a cloud above all your worries and problems and fears and stress and hate for a few hours, and feel phenomenal. The comedown and mid-week crash are almost as strong as the peak experience though, so be warned. Make sure you're ok with being in your shitty situation AND feeling like utter garbage 3 days or so after you do it.
I wouldn't take MDMA while stressed. E trips are just a cluster fuck of burned serotonin (enzymes that make you happy). Once you blow your store and the happiness wears off, it could end up worse than it was before. I've never tried E when I was sad, but I don't advise it.
My friend has had alot of stress in her life lately, and she rolled last night and had a horrible time. More probably due to a bad setting (hella sketch apartment with tons of drunk underage high schoolers, lol), but I'm sure the stress in her daily life didn't help any.
