I've a crush and its going to get psychotic

let's just say I adore a stranger who doesnt know me or know I exist but they are always in this one room with a glass wall and across from that is the library and I go to the library whenever I can to look at them cuz they inspire me to write and I have a crush on them, andIlove to just watch them, I notice everything about them, I'd fucking take a picture of them to look at when I needed inspiration to write anything. I wouldn't approach them or harm them or threaten or anything like that, I keep it to myself, but I admire everything about this stranger. I almost/sorta followed them once, cuz the more I looked at them, the clearer my thoughts became and I was on the verge of realizing something and writing it an it being super important to me and they started to leave so I followed them down the hall, lost them so i took off the other way to find them and I didn't, but like i know part of their daily schedule, i know where they place their coffee cup and how they shake their head when they talk, and how everyone around them is looking them out of the corner of their eye just because they're soooooo goodlooking.

it definitely sounds crazy, which is why i cant share with anyone. i dont really need a reply to this post unless it's constructive criticism, cuz to say 'crazy bitch" is a little repetitive, as I've already stated that myself.

 

Hmmm sounds a little stalkerish... But hey, whatever floats your boat...

 

Just out of curiosity is this stranger male or female?

 

ahh yes the unrequited infatuation. i'm all too familliar with that. it'll pass, or you'll move onto someone else. try to build some sort of relationship with them, maybe just through small talk or something, then at least you'll have some sort of relationship to obsess over. i'm guessing this is a female teacher. mostly cause i've had my share of unrequited crushes on those types, in fact i'm crushing on my dance teacher as we speak. but we're very close as it is, so it's a somewhat satisfying thing. but yeah you should try to talk to them, not about how they inspire you or anything but just regular friendly chat. they probably have seen you around before if you go to the same school every day.

 

hah female teacher, yes ma'am.
I have to take her picture for yearbook.... ugh its like stalker nightmare come true. I just love watching anyone, but her especially. I've chatted with her twice, exchanged sentences and such, but we would have nothing to talk about.

 

That is so amazing! Seriously woman...it's like this: you got a muse & everything..I really read a lot of Shakespeares' sonnets & this reminds me of some of them..So crazy? Yes! BUt-- just look at all the crazy genuses out there,that are brilliant..purely brilliant. Poe..& Shakespeare & Emily Dickinson..

Morrison..Hendrix..Joplin..I can go on & on..& I would but..I am lacking here,with only one hour of sleep.
You really should consider going over behind the glass & approaching ''someone.''
Dont be afraid..if anything.. Encourage fear..encourage good things too..

'Cause if something bad happened..then you go & write about it..then you'll read it later & think whoa..that is good..the best poetry is sad& gloomy & heart & mind & body breakin'..& if something good happened..you'd write about it too.& it'd be this mysterious poem..about an amazing muse..or something..


But damn! woe is me..woman,you got me inspired to go to the library..I seriously want a muse..I want a beautiful being to follow & secretly adore..
You are both the luckiest & saddest story..

Woe is me..man..woe is me..

 

sad. i got a similar situation minus the inspiration part. and that whole stalker thing.

I like this boy, and i see him everyday, i just never manage to talk to him. it's so creepy, i'm usually not that creeped out by..anything. i doubt he's aware of my existence...

 

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heh I had a crazy crush on this person when I was 16 and 17 and I ended up running into him this summer and we went out a few times and I quickly realized he wasn't all my mind made him out to be and didn't even measure up to how I built him up in my head. That was my only infatuation situation all the other times I've just kinda smiled and waited. Wait so this is a feamle teacher?

 

yes female to female crush
oh god I feel like a loser lol. but it like, not excites me, but like, well, yeah excites... like to know that she just looked at me or saw me, because for a brief moment I was a part of her conscience. one time my boyfirend pulled out of a parkinglotonto a a highway reall really fast and the car in the oncoming beeped at us and our tires squealed, cuz he was missing his chance to go, and I wa so scared, i looked straight ahead and in the car in front of us was one of the guidance teachers and *the* teacher!(lets call her Ophelia) and I was like, smiling / screaming cuz i thought i was gonna die and "Ophelia" had spun around in her seat and was staring back at the carlike 'holy shit that was almost an accident" and it thrilled me to know that not only was I part of one of the main parts of her conscience, but I had made her feel an emotion, or part of something that made her feel a really strong emotion....
hah oh man....

 

I had a female on female crush once but we were the same age and after a few drinks we made out and I realized I didn't like girls but I was pretty infatuated with her for a long time...but since she's your teach that prob won't happen. ):

 

haha and dont you have a "thing" for "teachers lounges"? thats hot, have you told you boyfriend (i thought you were in a relationship)