ok so the past week my use has gone WAY UP. usually id do a 40 to get high, then it would be 60, now i need at least 80mgs to get high and today i did 120 so im officially on at least a 1 month break from opiates wish me luck
pfff, good luck on your whatever attempt. maybe you should take a break from the forum as well, it might help?
Good luck man. A friend recently told me that if you cant take it one day at a time, take it one minute at a time. Opiates aren't worth your life. Try to find your passion and shine doing what you love.
yeah man im with you on the break for real. tonights the last night i can smoke marijuana cause im gonna be drug tested for probation, so im just not gonna do any drugs for awhile. pretty good that im forced to be clean from opiates
i think im going to join you guys on your break, if only for a week. it'll cut my tolerance, along with my cost, in half. good luck to both of you, i know im gonna need it.
Hey if you guys want some tips then listen to my advice since I take breaks regularly and do very well at it. DO NOT come to the forums, it will make you want it again. DO NOT hang out with people you're normally high with/get high with/buy from DO NOT sit around on the computer, the boredom will make you want to do them DO NOT do any activities you normally would do high (when you have the choice) GET RID OF anything that you use for your opiates (straws, mirrors, spoons, etc.) Also, something I found really useful for quitting ANYTHING is that when you feel the craving, just pull out a pen and a pad and write down negative things about doing whatever you're quitting. An example for quitting smoking would be: -causes cancer -shortness of breath -smells terrible -etc. Also, looking at pictures/videos of the negative side effects helps. For smoking, I was looking at pictures of mouth cancer and that basically put me right off. Good luck to everyone who's trying to quit, and I hope you do it!
not quitting just a break for my tolerance but those are all good tips on a side not no withdrawls today except i sweated alot in sleep, and my muscles hurt so bad i was just able to get out of bed at 630
lolol, keep lying to yourself. thats withdrawal. mild, but regardless, withdrawal. it'll probably only be like the flu at your doses. at least i'm almost positive.
yeah it was withdrawl ive been using everyday for a week now (today i stopped) but i know next thursday when i get paid ill be back on the train =/ fuck opiates why must u be so amazing
lol yeah my guy called me and told me it was for sure tomorrow so i went ahead and took the 20mg i had left. its amazing tho how much your tolerance will go down by skipping one day. i took 40mg on tuesday and was only slightly higher than i am now. i think what im gonna start doing is holding myself strictly to only using every other day, i think this will help with my tolerance alot. honestly if i have some in my possesion i dont think i would ever make it a week. be strong spens, im pathetic. you can do better than me and judging by your OP, i think you need the break more than i do as well.
Im officially on a break too. Its not that I cant get it, dont want it, or anything, but I been blowin anywhere from 30mg on up of OC to at most a bag of H in a day. Shit is gettin expensive. Its now my 3rd day clean, and I although my pupils havent been their normal size the whole month of march, I feel only very minor withdrawals. Just a tad bit of anxiety, and of course cravings. But I have cravings when I have opiates any damn way I know full on w/d. I was on suboxone for 6 months, with a period of a week about 2 months in where I tried to CT off 6mgs. It was bullshit though, not like I was an H junkie, just 10mg of OC a day and the doc thought I needed a sub program. Crazy. Knowin what I know now Id a just cold turkey that shit. Sub withdrawals last for fucking ever! Im talkin you cant sit still, you sweat profusely but your cold as fuck, cant eat, cant sleep, want nothing more than to fuckin die. For about a month or two. But, every cloud has a silver lining, as I now know that at about the 3 week to one month period, I need a good week or two break. Im still sane, still social, and I have something to look forward to. HF Break. Its official. Party starts next week!
Yea Sling, I had to drop methadone after over a year of everyday use. Had to commit myself to an "in-patient" detox. Took me a tad over a week to leave there and then about another 2 weeks till the W/D subsided. Sucked. methadone/suboxone = good to wean off something, not good to substitute. W/D's are worse. Strange that I am saying this, as I've been taking methadone for the past 2 weeks to get loaded.. hmmm.. and I have 7 more at my place... (someone explain that shit!!!) Best of luck spens! You can do it. As another said, one (uno) day at a time. :cheers2:
