they're my parent. they did more than twice. and they will do that again. i get beatten anytime,anywhere. i fogive them. but i can't live like this 4ever. should i cut their throat and hang myself? i'm so lonely. i can't talk to noone. i meet noone. all day long face the wall, wait 4 my time. is there any way out for me?
Yes there is a way out. Get help. Call the police! You should not have to be subjected to this treatment under any circumstances. I know it must be difficult because they are your parents but they have no right to hurt you. Killing them and then killing yourself is not an option to you. If you killed them then they would never learn that what they were doing was wrong. And if you killed yourself you would be effectively allowing them to kill you. So they would win. You need to get out of this situation. Theres alot of good in life waiting for ya to experience. You just have to chose to leave the bad behind first... Try and get out and do things. It will get you away from them and will help improve your mood... I'm online a fair bit so if you wanna pm me or add me on msn feel free. I like talking to others online...and can always do with a good chat... my add is periwinkleshatepitfalltraps@hotmail.com Peace and love.
