ok this is really long but here we go.well besides smoking marijuana daily i had never done anything else except for about a month ago. im 5'4 and about 100 pounds. i took 1.5 grams of magic mushrooms at 10:50 pm then another .5 grams about an hour or so later. this is around midnight. so at around 12:30 or so after snorting some morphine/vicodin clonazepam/adderall/trazadone, i smoked 2 bowls with my friends outside and by the time i got out there i started trippin pretty hard. i looked up at a tree and it was dark and it looked like it was angry and looking at me and i kept staring at it except when i hit the pipe. so after i came back in i was feeling bomb as **** i sat in my room with the light on and watched TV and all the sudden i started getting some bad anxiety like all the things in my room (even the little things) were people all looking at me like they were attacking me. so i started to try to relax and lean back in my chair and it felt like 2 death like figures ( one on each side of me ) were pulling me back and i felt like i was falling. and my friend pulled me from leaning back because he saw i was trippin' so it felt like i got reality again for a few seconds then i starting feeling even worse. i closed my eyes and looked and i saw a spinning square with a skull on it and i was coming closer and closer to it and it was in the center of a circle room ( my head ). and i was closing my eyes really tight and i put my hands on the sides of them like i was holding my temples and i could feel them shaking and it felt like i had 3 fingers. i then starting saying random stuff like lets go hang out with my brother. lets go with my parents lets turn on the lights lets go to bed because i kept feeling like this stuff would pull me out of the bad trip but it didn't. i went in my bed layed down and went into a fetal position and closed my eyes and i felt really bad like i shouldn't have taken the shrooms or anything i wanted to go to the hospital my friend said i was going to die so i started freaking out went in the bathroom flushed the toilet to try to make me feel better but it didn't so i layed down with a pillow in my bathroom and tried to sleep until it wore off. So that was my trip and i'm thinking about doing magic mushrooms again and i was going to take like 1.8 grams then .4 grams like an hour later and smoke a bowl but no pills. when i went into the trip i was in a good mood and i was trying to stay positive but i don't know i guess i just lost it and i just don't want to have a bad trip again. can somebody please help??
Most psychonauts have had experiences just like yours, bad trips just sorta happen, at least in my experience. Though I do agree that having some experience from that event will definitely help in the future.
Maybe it was the morphine/vicodin clonazepam/adderall/trazadone? Try them again without all that shit
I think if anything it would be the adderall. Fuck that nonsense. That prolly attributed to your anxiety
You had a bad trip because you are using your mushrooms like benzos or opiates. They are not, and they are trying to tell you that man. Stop trying to get mad wasted brah on them, and actually take them seriously in a good set and setting with no other filthy body high drugs to muddle and distort the experience. imo
Haha thats a good name I use for them. I used to be a heavy pill popper. They raped the shit out of my sould and fucked its whole family up. Once in a while is fine though.
i just stopped taking ADD meds. (Vyvanse). I agree. they got me depressed as a mofo. you just gave me a new name. _ just curious, OP, was this your first trip?
the only ones ive popped were E, which was allright, and xanax which i actually enjoy to drink on lol
