So im 17 and i just woke up from one of the most confusing dreams of my life. I was on a schoolbus full of kids my age, but i got off at the wrong spot and ended up somewhere with people i didnt know. I start walking around for a bit through the crowd, and in a flash im in some othe teens room putting on a condom to fuck him. Here's the twist.. this guy clearly had a pussy, and I was fucking "it" like "it" was a woman; with "its" legs spread out and wrapped around me. Then the door opened and I didn't know how to react as a man that appeared to be his butler or father opened the door.. I'm pretty certain that i'm straight as deep down I desire love with the opposite sex, have been in several relationships, and during foreplay my dick is hard as ever. Also I masturbate to either straight or lesbiam porn. I love girls too much. All said and done, i'd be lying if my thoughts about perhaps having sexual attraction to other men did not follow me around. I've often heard that this is quite common during my age, but I cant help but question even this at times. Having doubts about myself really started when last year I was getting ready to have sex for the first time with my girlfriend and as I was putting the condom on, I started getting soft after being hard for about 45 minutes. An overwhelming feeling of humiliation washed over me and a little voice whispered in my head "she isn't the right one, you aren't ready yet". My second oppurtunity to have sex, which was about a month ago, ended the same way.. Am I truly not ready? Am I bi? Am I sane? I love females, but perhaps I have just been sexually frustrated and this has damaged my perception.. Any input would be welcomed greatly Thanks
well, you could be bi, or it could be youve just been raised to be with girls. im 17, and have just started to be hounest with my self that im gay. im still confused with weather im gay or bi, but i defenatly perfer guys. anyways, how do you feel about guys? think hard about this, think about the look and stuff, and what you might want in a man. the voice in your head might be telling you guys might be something you wana look into. maby its not for you, but it never hurts to have it as an option. and dont just say its not you because youll find that most guys are just meh, but youll find one that youll realy like, maby even love.
Eh, I've had gay dreams before, and I'm perfectly straight. Well, Maybe not perfectly... The mind can be a fucked up place. especially the subconscious.
And G*d knows I've certainly had my share of straight dreams... like the one where you walk into a hospital room and see an 87 year old woman who's clearly playing with herself while she licks her lips with a dried up tongue. Wait a minute? That wasn't a dream! That was the tail end of my 12-hour shift!
