i'm turning into a disgusting pathetic couch potato

i used to go out and party just about every night. take good care of myself...lift weights, play basketball, brush my teeth twice a day, shower every day. ...but for the past couple months ive been showering twice a week and i going out maybe once a week...and that's usually when some high school kid bribes me with weed and rarely on a weekend night. man am i a loser. meh, things should turn around when i go back to school.

i sit on my ass most of the day playing video games or cruising the web, leaving my home basically solely just to get cigarettes, which i have to beg my kid sister to buy for me (i'm broke and jobless). yay me! lol.

oh, and did i mention i live with my parents?

 

Get a fucking life, maybe?

 

You're doing it yourself, man. Get a grip. You can do new stuff if things like lifting weights and basketball aren't fun anymore (sound not fun to me). Also if you don't have a job or have to go to school I wouldn't shower every day neither.

 

you should maybe start getting a job you lazy son of a bitch. im sorrry, but i just cant stand lazy people.

 

lol to the mean people. you just are in a rut, at least you're aware of it and can possibly change it. just dont let it become the rest of your life.

 

I feel for you. My summers used to be filled with lots of ass-sitting. Just part of learning self-discipline. Sooner or later it gets old (as you've no doubt found out).
Believe it or not, this is a healthy step you are taking in acknowledging your problem. It only takes a few healthy decisions to start turning things around. Try just going for walks- by yourself, with a friend, with a pet (I have 3 cats that follow me wherever I go outside). Try doing something healthy to your diet. Go hiking for a weekend. You'll start feeling more and more rejuvenated, and before you know it, you won't want to stop! But it takes tenacity. You won't get right back into shape right away, but it will surprise you how much better you will feel about even those little changes you make at the beginning.
And most importantly, don't let the haters get you down. The worst thing you can do is have a negative attitude about it. If someone is forcing you or someone is making you feel bad about yourself, it's actually been proven that no matter how hard you work, you will have diminished results than you would if you kept a bright outlook.

This is both unnecessary and counterproductive. Ripping people down does not motivate them. It exacerbates their situation. Try a little compassion sometime. This isn't like saying, "I can't stand onion bagels." This is a person. Like you. Perhaps not as motivated at the moment (though I would love to see your lifestyle put on trial for all this holier-than-though 'tude you're sporting), but still a person worthy of the same respect you would give anyone on the street. Everyone gets a little down sometimes. Lighten up.

 

you need an adventure to shock you back to your senses..go and do something spontaneous..but you cant stop to think about it..you just have to do it..stop thinking about it..go, go, go..


































I have a feeling your still sitting there..

 

Ahh, yes


But there's something to be said for the sebatical every now and then where you spend a summer, or a couple weeks here and there, where you just do what the fuck you want whenever you want to

 

that sucks. dont let the rut get the best of you -- nobody can pull you out of it except yourself.
id say start with a job, even if its just part time. a paycheck will make life seem a little sunnier.
when are you going back to school? what are you studying?

 

Very true.