these two i made around the time i made the bleeding heart thingy i posted in another thing, made it before i made the bleeding heart thing, when i wasn't so emotional overwhelmed yet, and this was more of a practise, to get used to painting, since i hadn't done it for years. (did 3 years artschool once a week when i was very little). but i find these two pretty crappy, and not really showing the feeling i wanted to put in them, or like i had in mind.
I'd like to see all 3 with more layers of inspiration on-board The base of the concept is there, just follow through. If you say you do not have the patience, you have now placed a limit that would not otherwise exist. Limits snowball in, but may be melted away quickly
Yea, guess thats true, but its also, like when i would write poets, really going up in a feeling, and when doing stuff like this its really much demanding of myself, i get often aggitated while working with the more obscure things, not something i can stay in for a long time, want to prevent getting sucked in the feeling entirely, don't feel so safe with that. but going to spent more time with these sorts of things, and try to improve myself in this..but with these stupid anti-depressants i'm taking now are kinda preventing me of going up in dark feelings entirely..so kinda out of clue where i got to find inspiration, will look around and think a little, and post more soon.
just made this one.. its the window in my room..kinda sucky aswell, really lacking any patience. but i somehow like this more then really getting into details, feels like i can express myself more with just 'throwing' some paint on the paper.
I like that one It seems to mean something... your sort of style is representative of something, as opposed to regurgative of something... I like
i never tell anyone if i 'mess up'... a few of my painting i really hate.. but it always seems someone loves it! those should be the ones i sell first.
