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Hello, I'm Jane. I'm 15 and I believe in happiness. We could all have it if everyone else would give it a chance but...people just can't. Music is my life. I write my own songs and have a music myspace if you want to hear anything. I listen to mostly 60's/70's music. My favorite bands/artists are: Emerson Lake and Palmer, Black Sabbath, Led Zeppelin, The Beatles, Beethoven, Jefferson Airplane, Jimi Hendrix, Santana, Bob Dylan, The Mamas and The Papas, and Cat Stevens. I find it almost impossible to hear anything original anymore. The people of this time period sadden me, because they can't see what's going on. They can't see the government control. They can't see the brainwashing. They can't see anything except for themselves. I believe that religion is a simple reassurance. Nothing more than that...but I believe spirituality is amazing. Spirituality doesn't tell you to bow down to a God, because you are God. Spirituality doesn't tell you to confess your sins, it helps you discover yourself. It opens your mind to endless thoughts that you thought you could never think of. You control your own reality and that's why the world is so fucked up...everyone looks to something higher when they should look at themselves. No one and no God can save you, you have to save yourself. As I said before, the government is controlling us in every way they can. They edit information in school books, they put lies in a TV box and serve it to us, and they make people pay for websites. The more control they have, the more money they have in their pockets. The government has done nothing but fuck us over. They lie and say that we're "un-American" if we disagree, screw them! They're the ones that are un-American! Look at the forfathers! They said that if we have a corrupt government that we should destroy it! What do they do? They sit in their houses and eat caviar while there are homeless people on the streets! Tax payers pay the way for their jets and million dollar homes when some of those tax payers are struggling to keep a roof over their own heads! DAMN THE GOVERNMENT. I've thought about Anarchy but then I thought of choas. I can be very intense at moments...like I just was...but most of the time I'm pretty silly. I'm going to the Dreamtime this year! YAY! I hope to see Kan'nal but don't know if they're back together yet. Um...I like writing poetry, I start writing books but never seem to finish them, and I love reading anything. I like really weird movies like A Clockwork Orange, Requiem For A Dream, and Gummo. Hippie guys are the most beautiful guys in the world. My dream is to meet a guy that looks like Greg Lake in the early 70's. Haha, yeah right. I'm trying to love myself but find it very difficult. I almost hate myself to be honest. I try to grow, learn, to be open and most of the time I think I succeed but I am human, I do mess up (too much). I've had hard times but I believe that those hard times will only make me stronger. I want to travel around America and I want to travel to different countries and experience everything. I basically want to live a good life, share it with others, and I want to rebel.

 

Wow little missy! You sure do write a lot! I guess this is the right place for someone like you. You are very strongly opinionated and seem like you know what you want.

I do have to say one thing about your opinion with our government though. I don't really know how to put it because there are people who say it all the time. Will you listen to them? Probably not. Will you listen to me? Probably not. We live in a WONDERFUL country! You will see this one day when you travel to all those countries that you have plans on. I have moved more than 35 times in america and been to 5 other countries (S. Korea, Iraq, Germany, Ireland, Japan). I spent 1 year in S. Korea and 1 year in Iraq (where I am at right now). You said that you are only human and that you make mistakes, etc.. You should know then, that nothing is perfect. Not even government! Especially because the government is ran by humans!

But! That is why we live in america! If you want to rebel and go against the government you can! It is a wonderful place. Most other places would have you in jail (at least) for even wanting to rebel.

I have a philosophy now that I have been to all these places. "Never try to think that you can understand the bad in someone else's life, because your worst is THE worst, for you. You can not understand worse than what you know."

So let me just say, you have it pretty good kid! If you don't think so, I don't expect you to understand. I like the fact that you will never have to know about other bad places, people, or systems unless you try to.

P.S. Cat Stevens ROCKS!

 

Thank you, I am strongly opinionated!

Ah, I hate the government SO much. My sister PEACEFULLY protested and the god damn cops mased her and she was blind for five days. You can no longer speak your opinion without some asshole masing you. They also lie but try to cover it up. Yeah, they aren't perfect but they are evil. I just hate everything about America. It's getting to be communist. I swear we'll end up commies, too.

P.S. CAT STEVENS DOES ROCK!

 

woah thats harsh sis. I know what you mean I was at NAC celebration a while back and a couple DEA fucks came and stole the sacrament and detained a few NAC members for questioning. you know we live in a pretty fucked up world when you can't even practice your spirituality without fear of reprimanding.

 

and by the way you've got fantastic taste in music and movies. what kind of poetry do you read?

 

That is HORRIBLE! That's also against the law! You are suppose to have the right to practice your religion but...no! If you don't agree with some redneck cops then they'll shut you up and shut you up fast! ASSHOLES!

P.S. Thank you! You obviously have good taste, too. I usually don't read poetry, I usually write it but I like Robert Frost. He's super cool.

 

You sound interesting...like the Hippies I knew back in 69.

 

Really?!? Yay!

 

Slow down girlie,

break all your ideas into different posts. Too many different ideas here, takes to long to read.

OWW brain hurts

 

Sorry! Haha...I get carried away.

 

"Emerson Lake and Palmer, Black Sabbath, Led Zeppelin, The Beatles, Beethoven, Jefferson Airplane, Jimi Hendrix, Santana, Bob Dylan, The Mamas and The Papas, and Cat Stevens. I find it almost impossible to hear anything original anymore."

That is the kind of music I like. When I write or compose, I want it to sound like the old sound. Music doesn't have to change because the times change.

I think music influences the world more than people realise...if all music today sounded like the Youngbloods...Neil young, and early Beatles, then people would be more loving indeed...today people are ashamed of being kind or friendly... and that is a shame.

 

100% right! I wish everyone understood like we did!

 

Well, if you wouldn't mind, I would love to read some of your stuff sometime

 

Sure! No problem! I'll send you some stuff.

 

you have the same taste in music as me and welcome by the way.

 

Awesomeness! Thank you for the welcome. LOVE YOUR SIGNATURE.

 

sorry just had to point out:
you believe in happiness yet you hate yourself? Give yourself some of the happiness that you're offering others and love yourself sister! You sound like a creative, deep-thinking, passionate person!
and welcome.

 

Yeah, it's weird...I do believe in happiness but people keep shooting it down. People keep shooting me down so I look down on myself. I'm trying to love myself. It's just hard, but I think I'm getting closer.

And thank you, you sound like a beautiful soul.

Thank you for welcoming me.

 

Welcome welcome. I like your taste in music. Though I disagree there is lots of original stuff, just not in main stream outlets. Check out Tobacco, Black Moth Super Rainbow, Modest Mouse, Gorgo Bordello, etc...

Nice sig, and hey you live in Colorado too!

Happy Trips!

 

youre welcome and thanks!