are you sure you`re happy with who you are?

most of people here, who are introducing themselves, are always saying the same - how spiritulal and fine they are, BUT, is that really you? I mean, I`d rather love to talk to someone who does not want to proof how much hippy he/she is. I do have problems, that`s why I`m asking you all to be honest, when yo feel pain or you don`t care, you can`t smile all the time, it just makes you so dumb.

 

different people, different approaches

 

When I feel pain and am in a shitty mood, or going through something. I am the type of person that always never lets it get to me and know that I could have it much worse. I maintain a smile on my face cause thats me, it has nothing to do with anything, thats just the way I am.. I dont consider myself a "hippy" I am an adult that just likes to get passed things and not dwell on them, tis why i laugh and smile at everything, cause again, thats the way I am...

 

Well I explained myself very truthfully in my introduction! If pain comes up, I look at it, go through it and let it pass. I'm not saying I don't feel pain but I don't hang on to it. Does that make sense.....

 

but doesn`t that smiling make you feel so stupid, that it`s wrong, sort of lying to yourself and others? honestly, smiling people always make me feel scared, not because of the power in the smile, but of something so untrue. I don`t know but the main question was more about the srangeness in how people introduce themselves.

 

what? you have seriously confused me...

 

Not at all, I don't let my mind or my emotions control me, I control them. I am in the true state of joy almost constantly. I have found me inner peace and I know how to hold on to it. I don't feel "stupid" because that is how I truly feel.

 

I love my melancholy and depression. It makes my life rich.

 

I am fairly happy with WHO I am... However, I am often not happy with HOW I am, or WHERE I am, or WHAT I'm doing... Consequently, my life goes through drastic change and massive restructuring, on a fairly regular basis. I attribute it to my Scorpio Moon... But hey, it keeps things interesting and makes for a fun ride...

 

i wish i was dumb, but knowing that i am a guy that wanted to be dumb still makes me a thinker... in a loop just wanted to blow my f*cking head off..
rest i am happy when i dont think about meself..