this is a dream i had this morning... in my dream i had a daughter or a sister - i think it started out as sister but became daughter somewhere throughout the dream. (before the main section there was a tarot spread of some kind. i don't remember it or the cards, though, i feel it's related to what happens next) she was a little tom boy girl with a mohawk. we lived by the sea in a beach house. she was deeply moved by some dark energy(the tarot spread) or the thought of bad things happening to good people. she decided she wanted to die for this girl that was in her mind, to become a martyr for the injustice she received. she tied a thick piece of rope around her neck and jumped off this cliff by the ocean. instead of hanging herself she was in the sea on a piece of driftwood, like a very tiny raft. i jumped in after her, but the sea was very turbulent this day. the dream became very choppy. i couldn't find her and eventually i was on the shore. the tide was very high, unnaturally so. neighbors and police showed up and everyone was standing or parked on the shallow water. i was hysterical. i knocked on the door of the police to do something, but the police man inside was on his phone. it was only a job to him but this was my daughter. then i look out at the sea and i see a hallway in a hospital ward where some patients are standing in the doorways. i remember thinking that it seems a lot of people were harmed in this accident or brought in this evening. and then i see a nurse in that ward, who is male, run down that hallway stuffing people back into their rooms and closing the doors. the last one is a black woman. it seems like her right breast is disconnected and she's holding it up with her hand. i can't make out her face because it's covered by hair. the nurse pauses for a moment and pushes her into the room as well before closing the door... that's when i woke up. this dream left me with a gloomy feeling. wondering if anyone had any ideas. thanks.
Perhaps the daughter/sister is childhood friend? Your inner-child even? To me, it seems as though, who-ever the child is, felt suicidal, but refused to go through with it because she could help other people if she didn't. Everyone coming along to the shore and 'looking' for her makes me think that she felt alone, like everyone was pretending to look for her. The hospital.. hmm.. Do you have any sort of strong emotional/spritual/etc connection to the sea? It may have been shown to you as a place of healing.. I have nothing to say about the black girl with the detached breast.
i have always lived by the sea and spent a lot of time in coastal regions even when traveling. the sea does have somewhat f a healing effect on me. then again, so do most natural spots that haven't been untouched. there is a part of me that often feels too sensitive to the goings on of the lives of others. i get very affected by the quarrels ad suffering of others. the little girl could be a part of me. maybe its a wounded healer sort of idea ? thanks for responding and offering some insight. the dream hit me hard and it was also a very overcast day overall. :/ tom
