My head is going to explode!

Hi Hipforums!

Thanks for clicking on my post. I really need some input which hasn't come from my own confused head.
I've been ambivalent for a long time about whether I am bi or gay. Tonight I came to the conclusion that I'm gay-while I can be very emotionally close to guys, I haven't really been sexually attracted to a guy... Ever. I haven't had any experience with girls, but still, I'm pretty sure. Saying "I'm gay" to myself brought a smile to my face-I felt relieved and happy, like a weight had been lifted off my shoulders. Like "Phew, I can stop trying to convinve myself I'm into guys now."
So this is great-but there's a problem. About a week ago I started going out with a guy I know. Like other times I've become involved with a guy, it felt really awkward and wrong, but I went along with it, hoping it'd get better. Now I realise it's not going to suddenly become right. I feel really guilty about the idea of going along with this to avoid having to end it (I'm a serial conflict avoider). I really don't want to have to say "It's been a great week and a half, but I've realised I'm gay, so let's be friends."
Do I have to? Or should I just let this thing run its course and hope he doesn't get serious? Please share your thoughts/experiences.

Thanks

 

The longer you're together, the more serious it's going to get. You need to cut it off if you have no interest instead of just dragging him along for the ride. Just break it off without being to blunt about it, showing you're sorry if you got his hopes up or such. If it's done right, there won't be any of the conflict which you're soo afraid of.

 

Thanks Jestinburg, you're right... Not ending it would be wrong.

 

Over here in England the 'head' is normally referred to as the 'bell end', the pink globe at the end of your dick, and therefore asking 'when it's going to explode' is more like a euphemism for cumming.

 

LOL. That slang applies here as well. I usually pick up on other peoples' unintentional innuendo-how did I not realise?

 

The 'head' or the Bell End Basher is another euphemism for one that thrashes all night with the petrol of alcohol, but never reaching the destination of desire.

 

Hah!

 

I'm currently quaffing the fuel to arrive at a bell end basher here in Yorkshire!

 

hey,
i had your problem sort of. i like guys more than girls personality wise, but phisicly not so much, and unfortunetly i havnt had a chance to be with a guy yet, but i am becoming more and more attracted, i just reacently about 4-5 months ago became open with my self that i was gay, iv always been gay but i never wanted to believ it just for w/e reason, but now im compleatly open with myself and a few close freinds aswell as random internet peoples such as your self any ways, i am very attracted to guys now, just as much as girls if not more, and constantly have to fend off the thoughts at school when ever i see this one guy in perticular, hes just omg hot lol....any ways, i think you should call it off, just incase its not for you, but maby check out guys and keep the idea open, and maby try gay porn if your look at porn, and just see how that is, and you might find that guys can be hot, maby your just picky in your taste for guys



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