Im having a pretty shit day

So im probably having the worst day you can imagine today and needed to get it off my chest.

Woke up at four am in my girlfriends place with a bad nosebleed, havent had a nosebleed in years and never when i was asleep. couldnt get back to sleep but sat up thinking about what to say in my end of year assestment today in college to my lecturers about how i feel crap and excluded from the class and that my work isnt up to standard. got maybe 20 minutes sleep woke up to bad rain, and had to drive home on my moped, nearly slipped off it but made it back alive to find out the assestment ive been busting my ass for has been moved to tomorrow which is pretty crap but ok, then i find out my best friend and future roomate is moving back down the country for the summer on monday, again shit but not the end of the world and then my girlfriend breaks up with me with the nicest possible reason about why she cant be in a relationship at the moment. oh and its only 12:30 im not having a good day, my dreads do feel kinda good though.

sorry for offloading just needed people to talk too

 

I don't have dreads. But, I do have bad days, like today. We all do, and I am glad you were able to find an outlet here.

 

sorry to hear your having such a shit day jason,do you think your nosebleed could of been from stress?
You need some chillax time and some proper sleep to let your body fuction properly and to help you think better.Have you eaten??
Have you got time for a snooze and to eat some proper food?
I know it sounds like crap advice but if you dont look after yourself your'll just end up feeling even worse.

 

That is actually some great advice, i havent been able to sleep properly for about a month and im pretty sure i have stress induced excema also. plus i never eat right,

 

Sitting down to enjoy a nice meal works wonders on the mental state.

:cheers2:

 

Because you went through so much shit today. You shouldn't have to go through any shit for a while. Like you got it all out in 1 day.

If I were you I would be thinking back to anything/anyone I may have been rude or inconsiderate too.

Karma

 

Sorry you're having a bad day. Yes, a good meal full of comfort food would do you a world of good, and then have a good long nap.

 

If i see you posting on here in a bit Ill kick your ass for not getting some much needed sleep!!

 

Just giving you some {{hugs}}

 

awwww sorry man. yeah get some food and sleep. When you wake up do some yoga or something if your into that or just do something that makes you happy....for me its shopping...whatever it is for you ya know?! Then just surround yourself witth positivity. rent some stand up comedy, go out with some friends, have a few drinks, listen to some soothing music...whatever tickles your pickle....that sounds gross but you know what I mean eh?! =]

 

how did she break up with you in the nicest possible way?

 

nosey

 

I'm nosey too, how long were you going out? Are you from Ireland Jason? I can't remember if you are or not. It is such crap weather today and I know how you feel about feeling left out in college. I was doing sculpture and the group just weren't into me at all, they would just kind of ignore me. It's hard, but it's made me a lot more independant.
I agree about getting some yummy food and getting good rest. If something is bothering me and I sleep on it I always wake up in the morning with a huge weight off m sholders. Maybe not completely gone but in the new light of day it's just easier to face.

 

Sorry you're having a shitty day. I think you should do some drugs. It's a great way to take the edge off.

 

yeah im in ireland, and yes i went to sleep, got four hours, feel a little better, not going out tonight because i have to clean my room, my parents have been on my back about it for a while,

and for the nosey people, she broke up with me because she is coming off anti deppressants she had to go on cause of her ex treating her so bad. because coming off of them is so horrible and takes so long she was suggested to not be in a relationship by her psychiatrist (i knew she was out for me) in case she used me as a cruch and was stuck dependent on me. which i completely understand

 

did that excuse really work? you really believe that?

 

That was a genuine reason she has been trying to get off of them since we got together, it just suck that it had to happen

 

yeah untill you feel normal again and have to face reality and your problems still there and you feel even worse

 

drugs really are the cause of my main problem so i think ill avoid them, i have never done any anyway, i barely even take caffene, except of course the coke i drink

 

sucks that happened, but since you cant do much about it just face it with a happygolucky attitude, or if its easier do like I do and just go with what happens happens and fuck it works pretty rad