BOSS. Thats whe word that comes to mind when I return from the DPT peak. BOSS. Hhaha I just thought it was funny, I was at my girlfriends house, and after we returned to ourselves, we went outside to enjoy the rest of the DPT, or in my case, DPT and LSD. We got outside, and I was completly BLOW AFUCKINGWAY by how BEAUTIFUL, colorful, and psychedelic is was outside. I giggled, and said BOSS. Haha. I was walking around her property like a mad man, facing the wonderful sun, huge stupid grin on my face, and walking like giddy gay man after experiencing something wonderful. I was also marching in the grass, bringing my knees up high. And rolling around and chasing the dog. Anways, yesterday was wonderful, to say the least. It was the first time I dropped acid in a year, and I was just so happy with the way my life was going, and so happy that I was on acid again. I dropped 4 hits at 1:30, went for a ride with my sister, and arrived at my girlfriends house. I was tripping and having a blast playing with her two little kittens. They are so small and full of fucking energy. A distraction from everything. My girlfriend, excited to do DPT for the first time, mentioned it to me and I had to sit down to think about it. I was already tripping hard, and to be honest I was nervous. When I started thinking about it, I instantly had the urge to vomit, so I went in the bathroom and threw up. Much better. We went upstairs and prepared the sacrament. I think it was around 3:30ish but I do not know. It could have been earlier. Two 200mg piles were cut out, and snorted. My gilrfriend noted how horrible the drip was. I was feeling pretty good at the time, and ready for what was about to happen. The effects came on, and my mind was racing. Not it a bad way, but just hyper speed thoughts. But it was unlike DPT alone. I was staring at the peace sign tapestry, theres a picture in my PE thread in the mushroom section. And this was doing some very very cool things. The visuals were fucking cutting edge. Sort of like DPT visuals but better. The designs on the tapestry became EXTREMELY fucking colorful, and popped out in a MUCH higher dimension than 2d. Wow. Peak happens, piper playing, my conciousness is liquid. My mind is disconnected from the physical realm. I am still in the room, seeing the visuals, the room, all that stuff, but I am so emerged in liquid thoughts that I am just about completly un aware of my surroundinsgs. My girlfriend gets up, puppet like, and vomits in the bathroom right outside the door. I ignore, too emerged in psychedelic liquid thoughts to bother. She returns, lays back down on the floor, and starts convulsing. For some reason, I know she is fine. Liquid, color, energy, mental mental mental control, leather. I do not know. This experience was extremely weird. Way harder to describe than DPT alone. My love gets up again, into the bathroom, vomits. I follow. Worried a little bit at this point. I want to ask her if shes ok, but when I go to speak, cosmic bird like chirps emit from my mouth, echoing through everything, and vibrating through my body. She looks at me, smiles, and tells me she loves me. I cry a bit, and return to the floor. I am creating beautiful pictures from the trails that come from my fingers. I am an artist. The trials are of the rainbow, in the order of the rainbow, and they are IGNITED with light. I am very much enjoying drawing these elaborate paintings, that STAY in view far after the strokes. I touch my girlfriends hand, she touches mine. She moves her fingers around my hands and fingers in a way that was mind blowing. She was doing something VERY important, but it is beyond words. I could feel her love and energy in every molecule in my body. Wow. We sort of come back, and decide to go outside. My gilrfriend tells me that vommiting was a very important part of her trip. She said it was sensory overload, and because every atom of being was dancing, the ones in her stomache wanted to get out, because they were confined. She had strong feelings of love for her "vomit beings". She also told me that vommiting caused a vaginal and anal orgasm. There may be more, but I will type more when I remember. I have been tripping ALOT lately, and my HPPD has gotten severe. I love it. Mushrooooms tomorrow whoohoo! Oh and Im also going to smoke on them! My tolerance is GROUND ZERO. I know Im going to be F A C E D.
I almost had tears in my eyes just reading that its amazing, these last few weeks youve had day after day that you will never forget i knew dpt and lsd would go together fantastically. both liquid, fractal, shimmering, creative, orgasmic, alive, real. respect.
Thanks dude, I love you. I think though, an even higher dose is necessary if you do it with LSD. Im just pretty much making up for a year of only tripping once. I was in jail, rehab, all because I smoked weed TWICE. Now that thats all over, Im kind of celebrating, and blowing my mind. The ride has just begun for me, I hope everyone else will have an unfolding and blossoming summer!
Its funny too, for the past 2 years I had been juggling a psychedelic revelation I had a while back. Not last summer, but the one before. I went through some serious, intense, life changing experiences. I ingested a blotter containing an unknown chemical a few times, maybe a DOx compound? Anyway, these experiences were earth shattering, and life changing. Probably the best I have ever had. Lasting DAYS and throwing me into a mind set that knew only Love. It came to me, that every action has an equal an opposite reaction. In every aspect. Something good happens, something equally bad happens. Everything that happens, must have something equally opposite happen. This existance is balance. So after this wonderful, love filled summer, some bad things started happening to me. I had evidence planted on me, I got ROCKED and beat down by a para-millitary cop that was having a bad day. All because I refused to hit him when he asked me to. I got arrested, cheated, and destroyed by the legal system. I went to jail, 2 different rehabs which were horrible. At one, I was one of the only white kids, and I was forced to get up and fight multiple times a week. I felt horrible about myself, and everything around me. I hated breaking faces, I hated getting my face broken. The only thing that kept me sane in these settings was the fact that something equally opposite would happen. And it has, I am the happiest I have ever been in my life. Things are so wonderful right now, and I have confirmed my theory. My girlfriend stuck with me through all these hardships, and I am sure we are getting married. Also before the summer 2 years ago, I struggled with a serious opiate/benzo addiction. The psychedelics CURED that addiction, and now I can use opiates recreationally. I dont even like them that much, and I stay away from benzos because they suck. I have been through hell, teased and tossed around by the system, and I have experienced Nirvana through all of this. I wouldnt trade this balance of my life for ANYTHING. I embrace the hardships just as much as I embrace the good times. Its a Wild Tyme. This video is a pretty good example of my life right now https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OToMVatoRtQ
Awweeesome dood. It sounds like you reached nirvana to me. All with the aid of psychedelics. I have had a super shitty 4 years. I suppose that my good time is coming soon. There is a whole following for what you are talking about. Its called tao. I believe in it too. I am envious of you pr0ne. Live it up!!
that video, ! damn man the system got its tentacles on you eh, well glad thats over. my career direction is actually criminology, so maybe my life on earth will give some changes to things like what you went through.