Have you had doubts about your bisexuality exploits or curiosities? I first got into it because of a lack of sex (bj)and a curiosity about what it would be like to try it. I happened to be in the right situation to make it all happen, without having any hangups about it, like it or not. It was also with my wifes approval and encouragement. I have had some interesting times and enjoyed some really great blowjobs. I have also surprised myself in my ability and enjoyment of my "experimentation". Last night I met with my friend and like usual we hung out for a while, then gave each other a great blowjob. Since my curiosity about sucking a cock has been more than satisfied, I have lost the lust for doing it. Like last night. He had made the first move last night and gave me a blowjob in the car, while it warmed up, after we left Chili's. When we got back to his studio apt. I returned the favor. It wasn't so much that I wanted to do it to him, as I felt I had to do to it for him, just as he has been doing it for me. Dont' get me wrong. I love getting blowjobs. My wife cant do it,so it's him or none. I am desensitized at this point and am not all hung up about blowing him. It's like rubbing each others shoulders after a workout. Maybe it was because I had already cum and didn't have any desire. Could have been the Martini's too. I think I only do it because I like having my cock sucked so much. He is really good. Have you ever had crazy feelings like that?
They're not crazy feelings... That's the way I feel a lot of the time. The anticipation and the fantasy of having a guy is more than the reality. Before I cum and while I'm still turned on I want to suck him dry but then when I'm done, for a while I don't even know why I wanted to do it. It's like a routine part of a day. Just pouring a cup of coffee or something. The whole attraction of him even dies away. The longer I go without meeting him, the more and more I notice all the guys around me from day to day.
