just dont know where i am anymore, i am seeing a girl, but cant stop thinking ov sex with men everyday, i have posted on here before, this has become an obssesion with me and for the last 4 years i have being thinking ov sex with men everyday of my life, really sick and disgusting acts with other things i wont go into. i am currentlly in therspy, but feel like i am really enjoying the thoughts now, i have being with 8 women, never a guy, so fucked up its untrue
I agree with Jestinburg too, If you exprience it, you will find the truth about yourself. But please have this in your mind that you must choose your sexual orientation, whether you are str8 or gay or bi. Best Regards
Don't force yourself to "choose" a sexuality. It's really just a man-made thing. It's natural to be attracted to either or both sex. Don't put pressure on yourself to be "straight", or "gay". Or even "bisexual". The word doesn't matter. Perhaps you should venture out a bit, but be safe! Good luck
If you think that gay sex is dirty and fucked up, then that's your problem... I wouldn't recommend acting on those impulses (or whatever they are) until you get right in your mind... because it's not fair to you or anyone involved. Just try to understand them and stop being afraid of them.
I think you should just try a bit of man on man action, how much you do with the guy is up to you, but considering how much you think about men, i really think you should try it out. Its the only way you are gonna find out if you like it or not.
i think anout it everyday, it has become from feeling that it isnt for me to maybe it is if a try it but i have being diagnosed with ocd which my therapist said that its due to that, just doing it witrh a man i know it will not naswer my question and will be wondering about this for the rest of my life. i mean if you have ocd you will understand what type of thoughts u get aswell, just feel like because i think about it 24/7 that i just want to go do it soemtimes i dont know
