Well before this, I had only experienced medium intensity experiences which were pretty uncomfortable, however I thought that was because I just did not break through. For this experience, it didn't seem much higher of a dose than other previous doses I had before, which were not even close to breakthroughs, which leaves me wondering if this was just a sub breakthrough or an overdose. After the 3rd toke, my memory of it is really hazy and basically from what I remember I forgot that I took DMT and I remember thinking I had gone permanantly fucked and that I was going to die and that it was going to be a very painful death, and I had extreme ego loss, that's all I can remember. I don't remember seeing any visuals, or being in hyperspace or anything like that. Now if this was a breakthrough or at least a sub breakthrough, then I would have at least remembered alot and remembered some of the visuals, but nothing like that. Thats leading me to believe that maybe I took too much and thats why I can barely remember any parts, and the parts that I do remember were after the peak, where I thought I was dying etc. Because I've read that if you overdose on DMT you'll have amnesia and not remember it, which is leading me to beleive that, but its just that the dose I took for this wasn't much higher than other doses I've smoked before which were not even close to breakthroughs. Thoughts?
I wonder if the same thing happened to me. I forgot I took DMT for a short moment. I heard I blew out a bunch of smoke, which means I probably got a high dose, although it was only one hit. I know somebody with epilepsy and when he blacks out he doesn't know he blacked out. He just remembers the last thought he had before blacking out. He only knows because he feels nauseous after blacking out. I eventually heard a voice telling me to relax and let go. I wonder if I met this being. I'm not sure if it told me this as a general rule or to go deeper into the experience. For me though, not one moment of the experience was negative.
Yeah when I woke up from my 'blackout' it was another song later on my computer, which was around 5 minutes later. But when I woke up from the blackout, I still didn't remember I took DMT, I was SEVERELY disoriented and I thought that I was literally going to die and I didn't understand why it was happening to me. But that eventually wore off after a few minutes within 10 minutes I was already eating dinner lol.
I have had experiences that I forgot a lot of, and some where I thought I was dead/dying. (Was absolutely sure I was dead a few times....I always wonder why I didn't just realize that I was thinking so I must still be alive.) Once or twice when I've forgotten what happened, I did it again shortly after (within an hour or so), and then it all came back to me because I was in the same place. I think it's kind of like a dream where you can wake up and forget it all...or you can sometimes remember it for a few minutes and then it's gone. I think I do a better job remembering when I haven't been smoking weed, but I'm not sure if that's just a coincidence. I don't think that I ever forgot I took DMT though.
Like I completely forgot that I took DMT, all I remember is not even being able to comprehend what 'drugs' even were, and it took me a bit to put the pieces back together. But it seems like I awoke from 'something' so was it either a near breakthrough or an overdose, I'm still not sure.
Like I completely forgot that I took DMT, all I remember is not even being able to comprehend what 'drugs' even were, and it took me a bit to put the pieces back together. But it seems like I awoke from 'something' so was it whether it was a near breakthrough or an overdose, I'm still not sure.
maybe swiy took the 5 meo dmt? swim never tried dmt but read some where 5meo's doesn't produce hallucinations? but the other kind does, so try the other one next time. for swim, after listening to joe rogan talk dmt, swims sold! one day, definitely!
No I know for a fact it wasn't 5 meo dmt, my friend even extracted it, and I've gotten visuals from lower doses before, I just don't really remember any of the visuals from this dose.
Kind of off topic, but I just remembered this time I was camping in Colorado with some friends and we took some acid. It was a full moon, and an amazing night. One of my friends (a great friend I've known since 5th grade) kept forgetting that we were on acid. Whenever we'd refer to the fact that we were tripping, he'd be like, "Oh yeah...man...we took acid. That's right." It was at the end of a long cross country trip following the dead, so it involved doing a lot of acid and smoking some potent weed....and not eating a lot of food. I think he was probably extremely tired. I kind of felt bad for him because he was clearly confused.
