I'd be scared too! First thing...get your ass to a Dr. or an ER, FAST!!! Find out what's going on. You're fearing something unknown and without a diagnosis there's no direction. If your about to be homeless and you're ill a call or trip to Social Services might be in order. If you get diagnosed it's possible to get SSI. Zen
hell na if you get ssi you'll be set, its like a grand a month..... takes a while to get on it though....
i went throgugh the whole process of getting ssd/ssi as well as all that i could get through social services, if u need any tips or r stuck gimme a pm. having help getting that stuff can make yer life a whole ton easier, and gets the process done quicker.