I'm leaving these boards. While i met some really nice and intresting people here, most of my hipforums history is nothing but conflict, My highschool hippie years are over, so is my believe in spirituality. I once came here to find the true hippie spirit and feel it trough all my bones. Now i have come to terms, that it is not a label that makes a people, there are as much close minded idiots here as everywhere else. And just like everywhere, there are a few individuals, who are nothing but their self, those who have thrown their stereotyping eyeglasses away, people who do not judge, but keep a open opinion. Most people are idiots, i have now realised that i do not need to turn to a forum to find those intresting individuals who i would like to conversate with, but that those individuals also surround me in real life. I'm sick of the majority of the people here, all the pretenders without true identity. Those who can't reflect theirselves into a mirror, and observe, those who only have empathy, if it serves their individual self. Farewell, My tears are dry, The once golden sun, and singing birds, have fled to dreams of the past, My tears are dry, Dear mother, friends, no more can i cry, The sturdy trees, have abandoned their leafes, The winter, stabs my heart with ice, entangles me, as the night casts shadows, and the moon sinks away, and the stars fade. Farewell, People of the light, No more do i belong, Creature of the night, away in darkness, i crawl, awaiting the tears, that never come.
I am sorry that you did not find what you were looking for. I do hope that I didn't make your time here unpleasant. As Psych. Goddess said, you will be missed. Goodbye, Seth
Even if I haven't always been vocal about it, I've really loved reading your stuff on here and will totally miss it when it's gone. Hope life treats you well and you find whatever it is you're looking for. Peace.