ok i have a problem with alcohol i'd like to stop getting pissed all the time but cant stop it wherever i go, there's plenty of it, and if i try not to drink, im bored... if i drink, i have so much fun. i am embarrassed most of the time afterwards, though, coz my idea of having fun while i am drunk is a bit.... well, way off... and i can NOT drink but that means staying home, away from my friends.... or being with them while they are drunk and its getting to a point where i am asking myself is it ok to drink so much, so regularly, and still consider myself as a non-alcoholic...
