I am new here, well i dont no where start so ill just dive in lol here goes xxx I was hurt badly when I was younger and now I find hard to trust me husband. I hate being like this. It seems like vicious circle all time. I want attention he wont give to me as I moan at him an make him unhappy. However now I am about to loose him and I don't want him to go. I need help sorting this out, I want to change, I don't want to keep messing up our marriage when I love him so much. If some could give me some advice be grateful thank you. :cheers2: