somewhat feeling it right now

took 2 hits at about 5:45 and it is now 12. so i am somewhat disappointed with my trip, if you can call it that. i might have let them sit to long, but doubtful. i took one hit of the same stuff a few weeks ago and it was pretty fun, but i also had alot of weed that time too. the last time, i had very clear thoughts and the weed probably helped me feel alot higher. anyway, i have no weed today and my friend was kind enough to help me out with one bowl at bout 6. no visuals to speak of. but i do relize that i am having vey clear thoughts. there have also been some weird things to happen, yall prolly know what i mean. this will have been my third experience with the substance. im going to college in the fall so do yall know if it is easy to get lsd there? i cant find any around here. i guess my brain is more fucked up than i thought it was. anyway im still feeling it a little. how many hits do yall have to take to get totally fucked because i think i am ready for that? i guess the only thing that happened tonight that was noticeable was that i thought i knew what everyone was thinking, like i could feel the energy through the air and everything was linked. i also felt that i had a certain connection with everyone and i suddenly relized that i need to act like this all the time. even though i know that is not possible (i wish it was) i guess i have a lot of thoughts running through my head right now and im trying to get them written down so i can at least remeber something from this. i know this isnt some epic trip report. but i am mainly doing this for me i guess. i honestly have no clue why i wrote this.

currently listening to bonobo right now. yall should definitely check him out. my next mission before i start school is to get mindfucked so hopefully it happens. going to check my plants, listen to music, and do somemore thinkin. peace.

 

I hope you didnt spit the hit out.