Interesting realization

I had a thought today that I would like to share. I find when Im right tee'd up on opiates I kinda feel like how a baby feels when It is first experiencing new things....

Bear with me on this one.....

kind of like how you would feel If you seen the ocean for the first time or the first time you seen a snow fall.

I will be doing the most mondaine things that I do all the time but when Im right high it seems like it is the first time I have done it and it feels way more enjoyable then it probably should... Makes you feel very alive.

can you relate?

 

i like the post title you chose hehehe

i can definitely relate, not with opiates actually, but with ecstasy..
ive done alot of it in my day and every single time ive got that insane euphoria.. like im looking at things with brand new eyes for the first time..

one time i was looking at the back of a building with wires all on it, and i was thinking ,
"who would create this beautiful piece of brick?"

 

Being jammed up makes almost anyone wanna do almost anything without complaning,did you just figure this out or something? Lol.

" I'd shovel a 50ft trailer of shit for some fent patches and oxy's"

Of coarse I'd want the drugs before though...

 

you sure you did some opiates? lol..

no, really had a good out of body experience today as I was dozing off, at first out the corner of my eye I could see someone standing there reaching for something..
then conan obrians voice sounding funny, as if I never heard it before. I though for a moment, as if what if I never did? why do I now how do I know?
Still see this shape reaching over me as if holding something, it glows..blurry.
I dozed off more..
I then saw many roots to a tree in my CEV I focused on them and it began to rain outside I could hear it.. What felt like hours asleep was only a 45 minute nap... Renewed.

 

Who said I was complaining?..... and no need for the sarcasim. You suck.

 

Ya I get that feeling from E sometimes too, its more of a total rush like high... almost forced euphoria. The feeling I get sometimes off oppies seems almost natural. (I know it's the drug working but it doesn't feel forced.)

 

LOL try some acid.

 

^^^ Increase dose...

 

ive been smoking fentanyl patches for about a year now, just squirt the gel on a foil and smoke the vapors, ive perfected my technique, i use an old yelllow highlighter tube, because it has a small mouth piece and big opening at the other end. its great, im so high right now and nothing could be better, i wish it lasted longer though. i get them free once every 2 days and its all i think about. what else should i try since i cant find smack in this city??

 

i wish i could try acid and E, but its not around here. ive always wondered what E is like, ive tripped off of triple c's and DEX but im ready for the strong shit lol ive been so desperate that ive searched cow pastures for shrooms, and still no luck

 

I will be doing the most mondaine things that I do all the time but when Im right high it seems like it is the first time I have done it and it feels way more enjoyable then it probably should..

You said mundaine things,stuff that's boring-the point I was making was opiates give people motivation.I didn't say anything about you complaining sorry if it came off that way cupcake.

 

Ill BILL NECRO:
I will be doing the most mondaine things that I do all the time but when Im right high it seems like it is the first time I have done it and it feels way more enjoyable then it probably should..

You said mundaine things,stuff that's boring-the point I was making was opiates give people motivation.I didn't say anything about you complaining sorry if it came off that way cupcake.
I thought the trailer of shit was funny...

Sorry for the double post-I have the flu and I'm on a cellphone.

 

and then you call me cup cake.... fuck off, I hope you have the swine flu and die.

 

Well that was kinda harsh.

 

Indeed.... people wanna give attitude that's what they get.

 

Calling you cupcake is attitude? Hey I was just trying to be nice and clear up the fact that I didn't say you were complaning.Buy the way death threats are not nice young man.

 

Ya calling people cupcake is giving attitude fuck tard and you clearly don't even know the meaning of a threat. I did not threaten harm on you..... You said you had the flu I just hoped that it would be kind kind that kills you so you wont walk the earth anymore giving sutile attitude and undermining people and when they react you say hey whats they big problem?... I did not threaten harm on you.

 

You live in a city and cant find acid, mushrooms or MDMA? Trust me, it is indeed there, you just dont have any good contacts.

 

ya E and shroooms are everywhere, E is fun but only do it once or twice a year.

 

I didn't realize that you should die for having attitude.
Is it a crime? Can I be put to death for it?