It would truly be amazing to feel happy again. Ever since my ex-girlfriend started fucking my best friend, my life has really become confusing and diabolical. Whats really terrible is that he lives next door. My friend and i have slowly drifted apart.. we're 22 now and have known each other for 18 years. We used to catch the kindergarten bus together, we graduated highschool together . We had a great childhood together but since highschool graduation (2006) things have drifted. As soon as i started dating this girl that we both knew he became noticably detached. To make a long story short, I had a serious drug problem and pushed him and my girl out of my life through reckless behavior and lies. She started to confide in my neighbor, talking to him about the trainwreck of our relationship. As this started to happen something changed. I would write her and her responses sounded exactly like his, as if he were writing the response for her. His choice of words and opinions i recognized immediately. This sent me into shock to realize how they were both now against me. Its scary because ive known him for 18 years and i didnt even KNOW him. He backstabbed instantly for pussy. Sometimes i feel bitter about it all and sometimes i laugh because i know what hes going through. The girl is a succubus, a wolf in sheeps clothing and he doesnt even know. My thoughts are that shes trying to get back at me, by being in a relationship with my buddy. She can easily stay in my life because they are both right next door, they can flaunt easily. I feel a huge conspiracy against me and im about to break. Why would they stab so deeply? At first i thought she was trying to make me jealous but now i just think shes a true hoe. Its real hard for me to even chill in my backyard because i dont want to see them if theyre outside. It feels like highschool drama and theyre having a field day. I catch myself thinking about this shit constantly its making it so hard to just live life and be happy, i cant be in the moment anymore. A very contradictory feeling i have though is - I couldnt imagine having either of them in my life anymore. These relationships seem to be breaking down for a reason, maybe im weeding the fake bullshit people out of my life. Im just uber confused on how to react. Mainly i feel calm and collected but theres a huge urge inside of me to beat his fucking ass. There have been words exchanged lately, that resulted in him threatening to call the police. Im presenting myself to them as a guy who doesnt seem bothered, but really they should sleep with one eye open. Does anyone have any advice on helping me just let this go. Its been months, i feel like a stranger in my own yard, i feel consumed by how negative all of this is. I want to fuck shit up, but more so i want to just let it go and move on. I need to forgive and forget ; realize that theyre jus foolish kids but i cant. __________________
woah if i were you i guess i'd just keep it real whatever that means to you but remember "when keeping it real goes wrong" from chappelle's show don't end up in prison oh wait fuck i just got the best idea, get some beers, drink them beers, get two hotties to fool around with you in your backyard (inflatable pool perhaps) and have a boombox playing some funky tunes really really loud, and just do that all fuckin day, as much as possible if they witness it BOMB! if they don't, BOMB! but seriously you'll get through it, just try to surround yourself with good things
It sounds like you're paranoid. There is a very good chance that your friend and your ex connected over the mutual dissappointment in YOU being a druggie. Thats the kind of thing that makes people come together, and your idea of there being a plot aganist you makes me think that you aren't off the drugs. You sound like a typical paranoid druggie, big surprise she left.
hey dude, listen up..and i will say this out of experience.. it is ok to feel low when ( you think you are betrayed) but in your case you arenot . .you are judged hard cause u are doing drugs and guess what ppl don't trust junkies.. instead ppl would rather point a finger and say .. what a shame look @ him he was so good b4 he started this shit.. so too feel hurt that is normal .. you were looking for understanding instead you got condemned .. so move on .. all you have to do is simply change for the good .. and start a new life.. your girl and your friend are not the only ppl you will get to know in your life.. start making new friends .. feel CONFIDENT that you can fall in love again ..LOOK AFTER YOUR SELF CAUSE NO ONE WILL and don't expect that any1 will .. be not vulnerable ..and have no regrets over the past ..what is done is done man .. just beleive in yourself .. and make your life LIVABLE.. too much drugs will kill you though .. cheers from the lands of pharaohs
if you can, move to one of your friends house, have a party at your house and invite some friends or just go out and meet new people, evenually they will get bored with everything and move on. its up to you how you want this to effect you. just shrug it off and party with some new peeps
I would approach them both and tell them how you value their friendship and you understand how you created the circumstances for them to come together and your fine with it. Tell them you need your friends to support you through your struggle with addiction because you really want to stay clean and that you would like to continue to hang out. Talk to him like nothing is wrong and don't be a dick to her. Then just be patient.
You need to move. Get counseling for many things that obviously plague you. Meet new people and take up some new hobbies to keep yourself occupied. Forget this friend and ex, I am sure the relationship is bogus. You messed up, but they don't sound like worth while people anyways, so move on. Living next door is a terrible choice. Get away from the situation asap.
Don't let them know it gets to you. Maybe you could talk with your friend across the fence and ask him how he enjoys fucking her. Maybe even give him some tips about what she enjoys. It must might be eating him up to know that you have fucked his current pussy so many times in the past. Use this fact to advantage. Then move on. There is lots of pussy out there for all of us. And some of it is married! That's the best kind!
i feel your pain...my husbamd and i have moved into an open relationship...i found a fuck buddy that he knows but just barely so that went ok...they he fucked my best friend....that was crossing the line but i've gotten over it now...wasnt easy but since i already had done it with someone else what could i say other than that was a low blow and move on
Meeker, it is cool to read about someone that has an open relationship while in their 20's. I'm almost 30 now, and I have had a hard time finding a woman that wanted an LTR with me, and also wanted an open relationship. I did find about 3 in the last 10 years, but I was not compatible with them in other ways, so I held back from moving into an LTR with them.
